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Mar 16, 2010 09:44

I've been helping mom since her knee replacement. It's hard my mom is very independent. She always has been, my dad died when i was one and she has pretty much handled everything herself my whole life. I should do more but i get over there when i can. i feel like a horrible son. Trin's helped as well. She is way more badass than me. I love and appreciate everything she does. Its awesome the way she just gets up and goes. Its so impressive. Today im taking her to get her staples out of her knee. I hope it doesn't hurt her that bad. My mom is very important to me always has been.

Me and Trin have about 1000 dollars for a car. I've struggled with not spending money but I'm doing OK with Trin's help haha. she will attest it is not an easy task to keep me from being a spend thrift. Ive decided this will be my last season of competitive magic after this I'm going to play just for fun and spend way less money on it. almost none in fact. It's been a long time coming but I'm ready. This season ends at the Kentucky open on July 10th. I will over come this bullshit addiction of spending money on shit. Not that i,m saying magic is shit but hey i,m 30 now i want a nice car i want a better apt. i want to get a credit check and it comes back of course. After this car stuff is over im getting a new job. i like my job but its shit and im 30. i need to get my shit together before its to late.

If you care about me or my mom say a nice thought or a prayer for me and her. i really want her to be OK, and i hope you all are doing well. bye

for now.
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