surgery and the death of my dog.
Well as most of you already know i had part of my colon removed on sunday in an emergency procedure. There was a hole in it caused by my diverticulitis. It hurts very badly and i'm recovering at home if some time anyone of you in the next few weeks would like to come see me feel free. It's very boring but im assuming i walk like an old person.
Good points of this, i can eat whatever i want now the issues i had were corrected by the surgery. no more issues. no more getting sick. My appetite was killed i eat very little now. Almost nothing which i know is weird but true. I stopped smoking 7 days in the hospital im not even craving one. Which is nice it saves money. I'm off work for the next two weeks. it is the best to get this mental break while im recovery. and i know i mention on Facebook that i was down to 304 well after being weighed at the hospital im down to 290 that's right less than I've weighed in over 17 years. i got to to three hundred in 9th grade. i know this will continue. along with my work no smoking and working out even more after i heal, im gonna actually not be fat i know its lame to most of you but to me losing weight is a dream that means more to me than almost anything.
Trinity has been my rock. working 66 hours a week at two jobs cleaning the house helping the pets and doing play practice and church. she is still taking care of me. and i know that will never change. i love her thank you trinity.
We also started back at church and it has helped me through all this when im healthy enough im going to speak with the pastor chad at church and let him know i've given myself to god and im ready to make the next step. yes ive converted to Christianity it was not an easy journey but with the love and support of my friends and family i know it's where i've always belonged.
Lastly Chole my dog passed away. she was riddled with cancer and she also had diabetes there was nothing they could do to keep her living without pain. I loved that dog. and you asked Amber or michelle back in the day when i lived with my mom chole would push them out of the way to be close to me. i love my pets very much and chole was a good dog. she got a bad rep because of my moms other dog but she was the good one. i'll miss you chole.
bye
for now.
Good points of this, i can eat whatever i want now the issues i had were corrected by the surgery. no more issues. no more getting sick. My appetite was killed i eat very little now. Almost nothing which i know is weird but true. I stopped smoking 7 days in the hospital im not even craving one. Which is nice it saves money. I'm off work for the next two weeks. it is the best to get this mental break while im recovery. and i know i mention on Facebook that i was down to 304 well after being weighed at the hospital im down to 290 that's right less than I've weighed in over 17 years. i got to to three hundred in 9th grade. i know this will continue. along with my work no smoking and working out even more after i heal, im gonna actually not be fat i know its lame to most of you but to me losing weight is a dream that means more to me than almost anything.
Trinity has been my rock. working 66 hours a week at two jobs cleaning the house helping the pets and doing play practice and church. she is still taking care of me. and i know that will never change. i love her thank you trinity.
We also started back at church and it has helped me through all this when im healthy enough im going to speak with the pastor chad at church and let him know i've given myself to god and im ready to make the next step. yes ive converted to Christianity it was not an easy journey but with the love and support of my friends and family i know it's where i've always belonged.
Lastly Chole my dog passed away. she was riddled with cancer and she also had diabetes there was nothing they could do to keep her living without pain. I loved that dog. and you asked Amber or michelle back in the day when i lived with my mom chole would push them out of the way to be close to me. i love my pets very much and chole was a good dog. she got a bad rep because of my moms other dog but she was the good one. i'll miss you chole.
bye
for now.