she just doesn t remember ( Read more... )

a boy is not given a dream ( Read more... )

tonight i made $50 in about 15 minutes and i wasn't even prostituting myself. i was santa claus for a co-workers christmas party where a couple of kids were attending. it seemed like it was a nice party, i wasn't there long enough to find out, but it was fun ( Read more... )

day four of being hampster parents and we finally got each one to let it's specific owner hold it. charlie and linus are the decided names. quite the excitement.

So some happy news. Louise and I have adopted. Two robo(rovski) dwarf hamsters. They've yet to be named. Both are male. I'm thinking about naming mine "Hedeon." It's Russian, meaning "destroyer." We're also potentially going to find a famous male duo to name them after. Their origins lie within China, Mongolia and Russia. Any suggestions ( Read more... )

i can feel Him tugging at my heart, at my yearning soul. i tell myself that my heart has grown vague and my vision of Him blurry. i suppose there is truth in that, but truth be told i simply need to approach Him with a broken spirit and a willing mind and body. i need God much more than i have thus let Him into my heart. i cling to straws by ( Read more... )

yesterday was a good day. the kbeers ethos band played in lake mary, in the morning. when i got there, kenny said that matt had slept in and i would be playing drums. it was fun and i was not phenominal, but it was refreshing. the message that followed the worship sunk in. essentially it was about work not being who we are but doing our best ( Read more... )

don't forget where you came from. words that have haunted me for months now. i'm not one to give too much heed to destiny. but in the same hand i'm afraid it's something that i can't out run. words that have been a positive reminder and at the same time a dreary look to the future. ah well. here's to seeing how it all pans out.

fear of failure is a trap not to fall into. the road back is uphill, but worth climbing.

sitting in kenny's apartment. ms. 1988 isn't feeling up to driving back to deland tonight. it's cool though. tomorrow's round-up. i got a serious hankering for some free bbq. we played in poincianna tonight. haven't played or practiced in at least two weeks. it still went well. there's something about playing to God that puts things into ( Read more... )