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i can feel Him tugging at my heart, at my yearning soul. i tell myself that my heart has grown vague and my vision of Him blurry. i suppose there is truth in that, but truth be told i simply need to approach Him with a broken spirit and a willing mind and body. i need God much more than i have thus let Him into my heart. i cling to straws by doing things in/around the church and it seems to get me by. but the stretches in between are too much for me. i need to feel Him once more. not in an (necessarily) emotional sense, rather more a sense that i know i am following Him. i have been caught in some whirlwind for some time now. it's time to come home now and i'm scared. i need prayer.