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once more I'm not sure what to do. work has decided to take longer than I hoped on this transfer gave them the deadline of Dec 1. as well my folks said I should quit and just apply to a new center up there. I laughed, and asked I don't want to be in this one why the hell would I want to go to another one?" was told valid point ( Read more... ) -
dear whomever.
As I try to process all the feeling in me the past while, and understanding anger is a result of a lot of other emotions I carry allow me to share some of those you have brought up in me. Fear of being abandoned by those who say the care for me. Have seen it to often. As well as fear of being a matter of convenience, and once you get what you need ( Read more... ) -
2 am I should be sleeping.
Once more I jump into something with foot firmly in mouth. I tried to explain to Rob my mood for the past couple of days. Apparently I've been quieter than usual. which had him thinking I was upset about something else going on. (I have no clue why.) I explained my current situation about the envy and my beating myself up over it. which got a ( Read more... ) -
Happy holidaze. Cause I'm in a daze.
The past few days I've been having there's something wrong with me feeling. (maybe its medical, but feels more internal.) Or it could just be may view on things ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Come here often?
Okay I did say this to a girlfriend after we decided to start dating. "I love what you're wearing can I talk you out of it." But this is the same girl That while trying to impress her I sang to her at a concert because the performer said sing along to that special someone you're with ( Read more... ) -
Bored rant. (so ignore at your liesure)
So the past two days I was to go out with friends both didn't happen. I know these things happen I appreciate that reality gets in the way. But Gods I'm Bored with no where to go and no one to hang with being here with my folks. abd being told the same things over and over again. Yup cabin fever. At least I've been drawing but even that doesn't ( Read more... )