Happy holidaze. Cause I'm in a daze.
The past few days I've been having there's something wrong with me feeling. (maybe its medical, but feels more internal.) Or it could just be may view on things.
I'm not sure if its is wrong or just seasonal. As most know I've neever really liiked Christmas. all the pressures and the family obligations which lead to the family drama. yeah not a fan but this year. I don't know I just don't even feel that. more a melancholy of the whole thing. Maybe its the feeling of alone or just I don't know. (I hate these moods. sigh.)
I can't really afford to do gifts this year, but I will craft away. They seem more liked and used. I'm back on working on glass so I"ll ask glass or mug?
The other thing I think going on is. I get to watch a couple have their time and show love when they can, and it just kinda twists in my gut. Not that they do it,(I think its great they can show it to each other.) but I don't know. I just have to sort it out. (Yeah like that'll happen!)
I'm not sure if its is wrong or just seasonal. As most know I've neever really liiked Christmas. all the pressures and the family obligations which lead to the family drama. yeah not a fan but this year. I don't know I just don't even feel that. more a melancholy of the whole thing. Maybe its the feeling of alone or just I don't know. (I hate these moods. sigh.)
I can't really afford to do gifts this year, but I will craft away. They seem more liked and used. I'm back on working on glass so I"ll ask glass or mug?
The other thing I think going on is. I get to watch a couple have their time and show love when they can, and it just kinda twists in my gut. Not that they do it,(I think its great they can show it to each other.) but I don't know. I just have to sort it out. (Yeah like that'll happen!)