last night was crazy. i can't explain all of it in detail, just because there are some things that i'd rather not put on the internet, but yeah. here's what i will say
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sick of them i should not be a senior in high school i should be in college by now. i want to be out of this damn house right now. i dont effing ACT like a little kid, so stop treating me like one. its such bullshit"dont smart off to me" and yet you use the same tone with me FIRST, and then when i return it you get all mad.'
why is it whenever i come home from somehwere, i just go back to being sad or feeling empty, wasted, and blown out? i dont know. i feel dead. ugh. i feel lonely. and scared. NOT ready to be a senior.