Aug 07, 2008 16:00
12 days! 12 days until I move away from brighton.
it breaks my heart, but makes me so happy at the same time.
I'm gonna miss some people, but I know it's going to be okay.
I love you Emily!
I love you Libby!
I love you Jeremy!
I love you Kaylin!
I'd say those are the four people I will miss the most, the ones that have really been there for me lately.
I'd say if I didn't send hours on the phone with Emily and Libby today I wouldn't be in such a good mood right now.
and last but not least,
I love you Ray.
I do. I'll announce it to the world. I don't care if we broke up, that doesn't change anything, we still have a great friendship, even if we can't see eachother for a while. Even if he doesn't talk to me in months and it feels like he doesn't care, I'll always love him.
Ray Ritter, You'll ALWAYS be my best friend. no matter what.
and you know what? Al I want is for you to be happy. I know you won't read this, but even if you get a new girlfriend, I won't be jealous, I just want you to be happy. Truly. Even if that means you need to say goodbye to me.
because I know what we felt for eachother was real. And that's all that matters.
I'm going to miss you.
In fact, I already do.
So much it hurts. But I can't let that get to me, or bring me down anymore. i decided I want to do so much more with my life than be broken hearted forever. As much as I love you, I have to move on. For now, at least.
But i'm ready to move to Fo Co. once and for all. goodbye.