I am not sleeping right still and this is bothering me. I'm going to end up wasting this entire week of relative freedom on worrying, not-sleeping, and then subsequent sleeping-all-day, and that would be bad. So I need to not do that. Somehow.

Thus far, it's been... uh, nine hours since the parents left, and so far...

• Nothing has:
  • Exploded
  • Caught fire
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I AM WORRIED. A LOT.

PARENTS ARE LEAVING IN LIKE, NOW, AND THERE ARE BAD THINGS THAT COULD HAPPEN.
AND NO ONE CARES BUT ME. AS USUAL.

THIS FAILS A LITTLE BIT.

I'm hoping I calm down soon.

My internet fails really hard right now. It's like someone is using the microwave constantly (for some reason the microwave pwns our internet, even if used for thirty seconds), but no one is, and I am writing this in Word because LJ refuses to load thus far, and will post it whenever it decides to load. If it ever does. Onoes ( Read more... )

The other night I drove about two miles whilst totally by myself (twice! That makes four miles!) and didn't die, crash, fail, suck, or anything of that nature. I was, however, scared, because it was dark and I am a paranoid freak when it's dark and I'm alone. Could be anything/one out there at night! We live in a scary area that my brain thinks is ( Read more... )

Directly after yesterday's shockingly emo ranting, I disappeared into the world of post-Christmas shopping, which had been the plan in the first place, but seemed more convenient once my dad decided it was a good day to be in a bad mood. So I spent money. Which I hate doing (I have a THING about spending money - hatehatehate! Even if it's someone ( Read more... )

So! Tonight was the Christmas Eve service my church puts on, and it was brilliant and awesome and in general just worked great. I didn't do anything wrong / drop DVDs during changes / blow anything up. No one lit anything on fire that was not meant to be on fire, during the candle-light parts of the program. There wasn't too much feedback (and what ( Read more... )

Yesterday, a critter of some kind (we believe it's a squirrel) fell into the chimney (the screen or whatever up on the chimney is like rusted to death and probably broken so things frequently get in there; thankfully we don't use it!). I took it upon myself today to make people help me rescue it (because it involved moving a lot of heavy furniture ( Read more... )

So! Apparently my mom was talking to someone who thinks I have an ailment because apparently said person has it and I have several symptoms that fit (ignore the hair stuff and shrug at the infertility thing because I don't know/care if I'm infertile, and also shrug at th depression thing because I don't think I'm depressed in medical terms even ( Read more... )

Yes, that's right - it's time for the obligatory Wednesday edition of I Love My Freaking Band. SERIOUSLY though. They're awesome. Times fifty bajillion. Or more, even. I don't know how they don't implode or something. SJnhjrahnatkehjntjahnahhahahaaahhhhhhhhhh.

I am now at least three times more excited for Sunday than I was before. Mhm. Which is ( Read more... )

OMGCRISIS.

...SORT OF.

So my sister's birthday is this Thursday. My family decided to randomly go to my grandparents on her birthday. Which I guess isn't as random as it feels, since we usually do that every birthday, but, uh, still.  In general, I have no problem with that. I like birthdays, I like going to my grandparents'...

Problem? This Thursday ( Read more... )