the next time i plan a trip to the beach i won't bother trying to invite anyone. I was pretty annoyed at those who decided that they didn't have the patients to be together on an outting that i put together. If they had been the ones who suggested going to the beach I wouldn've gone whereever they had wanted regardless of how bad things may have ( Read more... )

asian nights are by the best thing ever! lol f.o.b pictures. buy one get one free drinks and 35 cent wings! it is a shame that we didn't discover this earlier in the summer ( Read more... )

it took him four days to realize he was sorry for what he did. i didn't expect to hear from him at all but yesturday while i was at work i saw his missed call. i don't i have ever been so freaked out over a voicemail until now. to hear him say "i am sorry and that i would really like to talk to you but if you don't want to talk i understand," was ( Read more... )

...silly me for thinking that i of all people would find someone to be with. i really thought that this was it. i am not saying we were going to get married but just be happy being together in a relationship. we were good as friends. we got along and i wasn't scared that i was going to get my heart broken. i feel so dumb for even discussing this ( Read more... )

we're finally something. something i could really get used to.

exclusive.

so a little over a month ago he and i started up again. i don't know why it did in the first place mostly because he suggest that we try to be just friends. he couldn't even live up to his own request. i was fine with it or at least fine enough to not kiss him back when he had tried to. unfortunately I gave in a week before my bithday and man oh ( Read more... )

Two weeks ago during my spring break a boy from Germany came into Pj's during my shift, gave me his contact info and asked me out the following day. I never thought that I would find myself saying this but I think I am going to Germany this summer. Last night he took me out on our final date and it was just amazing. We went out to a nice resturant ( Read more... )

its the day after valentines day and of all days he chose to talk to me today. i didnt know what to say accept that i hate him for what he did and didnt do. i almost had a heart attack from the amount shock that ran through me. im not ready to be his friend nor do i want him to mean anything to me. this is really weird but at least he said he was ( Read more... )

-the whole being single thing is working out pretty well. i havent dated anyone for the past month or so. i'm actually enjoying the fact that im not involved with anyone at all. valentines day is coming up and i kind of dont care. im sure it would be nice to have something going on but there is always next year. (eventhough i gave up the idea of ( Read more... )

in case you haven't noticed a jurassic change in my behavior here is the latest scoop. i am...miserable. i can't sleep at night, when i do try to go out i immediately regret leaving my house and as usual i feel like some of my friends forget i even exist anymore. also when everyone is away at school i find it more difficult to have to suffer alone ( Read more... )