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Feb 08, 2007 02:29

-the whole being single thing is working out pretty well. i havent dated anyone for the past month or so. i'm actually enjoying the fact that im not involved with anyone at all. valentines day is coming up and i kind of dont care. im sure it would be nice to have something going on but there is always next year. (eventhough i gave up the idea of being intimate; my will power is definitely being tested. i've been hanging with chris talmadge on a more regular basis and he confronted me like month ago; suggesting we just be friends. which is fine with me mostly because i'd already decided i'd follow through with my being sel-abit. regardless of the fact that i do have feelings for him. anyways he didnt do a very good job of respecting his own wishes and kissed me and last night when that happened i realized how great my will power could be and im proud of myself for not kissing him back. although and honestly if i could turn back time i wouldve kissed him back. sigh.

-everything at home is just a mess as usual. my mom has nothing positive to say. my brother goes along with everything. my dad is still a piece of shit.

-school is tolerable.

-my job is the only thing i kind of enjoy which is sad.

-my miss my friends that are away for the semester because i could use those face to face- heart to heart talks.

but i guess in general im doing alright but i could be alot better.

ps. my birthday is in a month.
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