would you like a rundown of my life ( Read more... )

i'm very pathetic, but i cant help feeling really sad and down. dave wrote to me last night, but he STILL didnt even respond to what i had written in the long and personal email from tuesday. men are so stupid. why ask for one and then not even say anything about it??? so, anyways, i wrote back briefly saying i was still wondering why he hadnt ( Read more... )

I had geared myself up since Dave left that I wouldnt hear from him hardly at all, and so was fine when the first week I didnt get more than one email and thats it. But its not like me to have things go as planned, or stay good. Oh, no no!! I started getting an email from dave practically everyday that I checked me email, which was bloody brilliant ( Read more... )

i am in sydney now. huzah huzah. as they say. am better than last entry. needed to vent and now its done. i can bottle more angst up for next time! yeah! am very impressed by unexpected response time of boyfriend. already have two prompt emails from him, plus thanks to encouraging parents of boyfriend, i have gotten to speak with him twice as well ( Read more... )

ok, people with problems, people and their problems. problems who have people. problem people. that is the theme for this year i suppose. or for the time being. many people i know are having very tough problems, finding it hard to deal with things ( Read more... )

david leaves tomorrow. have been tense about many things besides him as well. about to take an exam. ONLY MY SECOND. i have had the bad luck of having all my exams at the end of the exam period, its dragged on way too long. i know that i'll be missing dave but at the same time maybe being alone is best. i dont have any good plans except to spend a ( Read more... )

i lost rusty. it happened last night. he wasnt at home for ages. dave kept looking for him, didnt see him. needed to drive to uni for exam today. its in an hour and a half. two seconds in car and we see him on the side of the rode. i covered my face with my hands and the tears came faster than my brain registered. we just wanted to see him a bit ( Read more... )

i'm baaaaack ( Read more... )

hello LJ land. how are we today? really? and how does that make you feel? very good, or, bad. yes ( Read more... )

i really hate my grandpa. you are supposed to love them. but i hate this one. my mom's dad. yuck. he is a really scummy man. and becuase of his long asbsence from his childrens' lives, he tries to email all of his grandchildren. i hate him. he thinks he's so god dman brilliant. thinks he's a really gifted painter. yeah, thats all he's ever done. he ( Read more... )