it's 4:15 in the morning, so this will not be as eloquent and tasteful as usual, haha. sarcarsm, there. it isn't usually eloquent and tasteful, i know ( Read more... )

startling realization: i'm growing up ( Read more... )

i find it ironic that it is only in our most quiet, lonely, and heartbroken moments that we find out which people are worth knowing.

but it's a good thing to know, nonetheless.

i mean, things are alright ( Read more... )

well, last night was okay. it involved drinking + boys, and i didn't do a single thing i regret. i'm pretty happy with that. i'm pretty okay with being able to see ryan without feeling like my heart's being ripped out. seeing leah hang all over ryan is harder, but i'm even okay with that.

okay.

i can't even start typing this without crying ( Read more... )

( if you do this, i promise i will really update. )

it has been a strange, fitful two days. another one is about to start. i have done so much thinking and trying to figure stuff out the last 48 hours that i'm making myself sick. i don't know what inspires or jump starts these contemplation marathons, but i'm sick of it. i want to stop, but i can't ( Read more... )

i wish i could say this to you ( Read more... )

it's funny how a good, good night all of a sudden goes bad, and you don't really quite know why ( Read more... )