merry christmas.

smile, laugh, and love. that's what this day is for.

you all are what keeps me sane.

i apoligize. i've been catastrophically lazy on my updating. i don't even have an excuse.. i'm not working anymore, i don't go out to the barn much. i'm just distracted ( Read more... )

Step 1: Put your music player (iTunes, etc) on random.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
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thank god i'm home.

i leave for london tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

quite possibly the best part of my trip:

coming home to flowers, a card, and dinner from a boy who really shouldn't be spending his money on me at all.

i mean, i can't lie. i love him.

all i keep saying is, 'this is big. i know this is really, really big ( Read more... )

i am eating apple butter.

i am listening to ben folds.

i have just returned from scot's.

i am contendly tired.

it is a good night.

this is the kind of night i had:

'why don't you just stop in and say hi to my parents?'

'you looked really cute, by the way. i mean, really cute.'

'i'm glad you're here. i just want to make sure you know.'

'you're allowed to stop smiling for a minute when i kiss you.'

randin: 'you're glowing, lauren.'

i mean, i am.

it's funny -- for some reason, after a bad day or two, i feel like writing in this journal.. but literally just the process of starting the semagic program makes me start to cry. it's almost like it's too honest. i know once i open this up, i'm going to have to be for real. and sometimes, that's tough ( Read more... )