the time it takes to get from here to there.
i wish i could say this to you:
i apologize for being too insecure to say this out loud, but i wish i could see you more. i don't want to see other people, i want to see you more often. it's really stupid that i'm so afraid to say that, but i'm so afraid of you saying no, i guess. i want to be good enough for you to want to be with me, but if i'm not, i guess i just don't really want to know it. but i don't even think that's really true, because if you don't want to be with me, i really hope you aren't.
this is making so little sense.
i apologize for being too insecure to say this out loud, but i wish i could see you more. i don't want to see other people, i want to see you more often. it's really stupid that i'm so afraid to say that, but i'm so afraid of you saying no, i guess. i want to be good enough for you to want to be with me, but if i'm not, i guess i just don't really want to know it. but i don't even think that's really true, because if you don't want to be with me, i really hope you aren't.
this is making so little sense.