mistakes we're sure we've made.
it's 4:15 in the morning, so this will not be as eloquent and tasteful as usual, haha. sarcarsm, there. it isn't usually eloquent and tasteful, i know.
frank and i are done. there are a lot of reasons, culminating in it just wasn't working. too bad. honestly, too bad. also too bad that he waited until after i decided this to tell me that he thinks he loves me. i don't know. miscommunication in the extreme, lack of communication as well. there are a lot of reasons, and i don't have time to get into them all again. hindsight's 20/20, you know how it is.
i'm seeing this boy now who treats me very well.. probably more along the lines of how i should be treated. and i like that very much. it's flattering and wonderful and quite honestly, he's kind of the boyfriend you don't think really exists. so we'll see where this goes. you never know.
philosophies refined and developed in the last few days: people come along for a reason, usually to clarify things that you are unclear on. nothing's a mistake unless you let it be and refuse to learn from it. relationships don't work if you don't talk about them. we accept the love we think we deserve.
i hereby issue a general warning for anyone who is/has been/might ever be interested in pursuing a relationship with me: i hurt people. take shelter and beware. i don't mean it, but invariably, it happens. and i hate it, to tell the truth.
i shall now go to sleep.
oh, and happy birthday to brittany myers, who won't ever read this. but regardless.
frank and i are done. there are a lot of reasons, culminating in it just wasn't working. too bad. honestly, too bad. also too bad that he waited until after i decided this to tell me that he thinks he loves me. i don't know. miscommunication in the extreme, lack of communication as well. there are a lot of reasons, and i don't have time to get into them all again. hindsight's 20/20, you know how it is.
i'm seeing this boy now who treats me very well.. probably more along the lines of how i should be treated. and i like that very much. it's flattering and wonderful and quite honestly, he's kind of the boyfriend you don't think really exists. so we'll see where this goes. you never know.
philosophies refined and developed in the last few days: people come along for a reason, usually to clarify things that you are unclear on. nothing's a mistake unless you let it be and refuse to learn from it. relationships don't work if you don't talk about them. we accept the love we think we deserve.
i hereby issue a general warning for anyone who is/has been/might ever be interested in pursuing a relationship with me: i hurt people. take shelter and beware. i don't mean it, but invariably, it happens. and i hate it, to tell the truth.
i shall now go to sleep.
oh, and happy birthday to brittany myers, who won't ever read this. but regardless.