75 days til Christmas!!!!
im not letting myself decorate my dorm til November 1 though.
:)

i leave on tuesday.
i wasnt ready before, but now i am.

ive said my goodbyes.  
my stuff is all packed up.
ive finished working at one job, and i have one night left at the other.
i went to lunch with my brother, took my parents to dinner, and gave my sister the big collage/long letter that i made/wrote her.

my last day at the tucc totally sucked.  3 of ( Read more... )

in exactly 2 weeks from today, im gone.

holy shit.

i put in my 2 weeks at bertuccis yesterday.  i practically cried.  ive been there so long and i dont wanna leave.  even though i do plan on coming back in november/december, it just wont be the same.  i have to put in my 2 weeks at harrys tonight.  im not looking forward to that either.  i dont ( Read more... )

wow i cant believe how long ive gone without updating this thing.   i have plenty to say, i just dont think anyone really cares haha.

4 weeks till i leave for school.  im excited/scared.  this summer wasnt nearly as fun as i wouldve hoped.  tried to put several beach trips together and they never worked out.  havent partied too much but the parties ( Read more... )

i got my ib scores finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  and i got the IB Diploma!!!!!!!!!! and college credit!!!!!!!!! and a 7 on one of the tests!!!!!!!!!!!  and i got higher than a 3 on bio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel free to ask for the exact grades, but i dont feel like posting them for the world to see on this thing.

and i got 2 letters from jason!!!!!!!!!!

and i ( Read more... )

here we go again...

now that i finally have a day off work im actually wishing i could be there. anthony and my dad got in a HUGE fight last night and the whole family got involved.  i was so shaken up about it but luckily steve called to vent about something thatd just happened to him and he got everything off my mind.  but then this morning im not ( Read more... )

i finally went for a run!!!!!! i ran 3 miles, which really surprised me cuz i didnt really think id run more than like, a mile and half. i know no one really cares but im so excited that i finally did something besides those little ab workouts and hopefully i'll stick with it.

i might be going down to the beach for the day on monday!  itll just be ( Read more... )

wow im really a penn state student now haha.  monday night dad and i drove up to psu... in a torrential downpour in pitch dark haha.  it was terrible weather, like we could not see a thing.  but we made it up there... at midnight.  woke up at 6 hours later to be out of the hotel in time to get a spot in line before it was too late to get my psu ( Read more... )

these past couple days were fun, finally ( Read more... )

i know last entry was one long rant.  and this one's gonna be too.  dont say i didnt warn you.

im pissed how things are going here at home.  my mom's always mad.  if its not at me its at one of the four of us and im just so sick of it.  i feel like the only time she ever talks to me is when shes telling me what to do, what i cant do, where to put ( Read more... )