holy crap!
wow i cant believe how long ive gone without updating this thing. i have plenty to say, i just dont think anyone really cares haha.
4 weeks till i leave for school. im excited/scared. this summer wasnt nearly as fun as i wouldve hoped. tried to put several beach trips together and they never worked out. havent partied too much but the parties i have been to were great. havent hung out with certain people as much as i wouldve expected either but hey i guess thats how you learn who your real friends are. and then now lately ive been feeling bad cuz i cant hang out w/ people cuz i have no time... the majority of days now i work during the day at the tucc and then i work at harrys at night. i love both jobs though. honestly im gonna miss them when i go to school, as pathetic as that sounds. i like the people i work with, i like the managers, i like what i do at them. its great. and i like the money i make too :) the owner at harrys and the tucc's GM (general manager) have both told me they really think i should consider working in the restuarant business when im older cuz i do well and seem to love what im doing. they could be very right haha. but then again i still think being a plastic surgeon would be cool too so we'll see how it goes.
one thing i really really like about harrys is how specially prepared each bit of food is. like at the tucc they just throw pasta in a bowl and every other dish is just sold to make good timing. but at harrys each bit of food looks beautiful. i love that i get to work with chef mike, who is the one that creates the menu for every lunch and dinner. its cool seeing how particular he is about stuff and how he changes his mind throughout the shift as to how he wants stuff to look. haha maybe i could become a GM at harrys if i stay there long enough!
hmm what else has happened this summer?
i lost 5 pounds in the past month somehow. i dont believe it, im sure the scale was lying, and i probably gained it all back already. which is why im not going anywhere near a scale until i have to. im really looking forward to vball preseason for mount... i get to help run everyone! im excited haha. i plan on pushing everyone harder than in past years since i'll actually be running with them. im pretty pissed nothing was done in the way of summer leagues . i mean, the team lost its entire starting lineup, besides jenny, w/ my class's graduation. none of the jv girls did winter league or summer so they havent touched a volleyball in months. coach also shortened the practice times for preseason. wtf was she thinking? she said it was for quality not quantity, but i dont see whats stopping her from doing both?
jason cant really call that much. i talk to him once a week if im lucky. he got to call for the first time last sunday (not today, but the sunday before haha). its nice to talk to him, but honestly its kind of awkward. hes been gone for so long, we're both doing our own thing, and its just kind of weird. i dunno. he comes back the 24th, which is 5 days before i leave for school. i think he expects to pick up right where we left off, if you know what i mean, and i dont think thatll work out. even though we write letters back and forth, hes still gonna feel like a stranger. so i really dont wanna jump right back into the kissy kissy stuff. and i know hes not gonna be happy about that.
speaking of that kind of thing, i had another bryce-like experience (if you remember what happened last summer) a couple weeks ago. it sucked. this time was actually worse. it upset me, cuz it makes me feel like i cant trust anyone. and i dont wanna miss out on a perfectly innocent happy time with someone because i cant trust people. but it makes me feel like the idiot when i get in a situation like that. like why did i let myself get in that situation in the first place, ya know? since i cant change the past though, i decided i'm never gonna talk to him again. i mean it sucks, he couldve been a fun person to hang out with, but overall hes just a horny douche bag that doesnt see girls as anything more than something to fuck.
anyway.
im tired of writing in here. i leave for cali tuesday morning at lke 6am. im so excited. we're going to san diego. im bringing $350, and whats more exciting is that i still have money to deposit in the bank and for spending here at home, so its not like im spending all the money ive made this summer. i wana buy some nice jeans but other than that i have no idea what to get. and omg i cant wait to go to the beach :)
2 recommendations for you guys:
1, get the Lifehouse "No Name Face" CD cuz its awesome. its from 2000, but i just got it today cuz i heard a song from it friday night. the cd is good.
2, buy yellow squash and zucchini, cut them into slices and then cut the slices in half or smaller, & sautee them in olive oil and a little bit of butter. dice some tomato and throw them in after a couple minutes. then add ground thyme, a little bit of basil, and some pepper. and youve got yourself a delicious, healthy snack. for a little extra flavor, add a little bit of red vinegar. im sure this sounds really random, but i just improvised this little recipe today, after trying a good veggie medley at harrys last night.
alright goodnight.
4 weeks till i leave for school. im excited/scared. this summer wasnt nearly as fun as i wouldve hoped. tried to put several beach trips together and they never worked out. havent partied too much but the parties i have been to were great. havent hung out with certain people as much as i wouldve expected either but hey i guess thats how you learn who your real friends are. and then now lately ive been feeling bad cuz i cant hang out w/ people cuz i have no time... the majority of days now i work during the day at the tucc and then i work at harrys at night. i love both jobs though. honestly im gonna miss them when i go to school, as pathetic as that sounds. i like the people i work with, i like the managers, i like what i do at them. its great. and i like the money i make too :) the owner at harrys and the tucc's GM (general manager) have both told me they really think i should consider working in the restuarant business when im older cuz i do well and seem to love what im doing. they could be very right haha. but then again i still think being a plastic surgeon would be cool too so we'll see how it goes.
one thing i really really like about harrys is how specially prepared each bit of food is. like at the tucc they just throw pasta in a bowl and every other dish is just sold to make good timing. but at harrys each bit of food looks beautiful. i love that i get to work with chef mike, who is the one that creates the menu for every lunch and dinner. its cool seeing how particular he is about stuff and how he changes his mind throughout the shift as to how he wants stuff to look. haha maybe i could become a GM at harrys if i stay there long enough!
hmm what else has happened this summer?
i lost 5 pounds in the past month somehow. i dont believe it, im sure the scale was lying, and i probably gained it all back already. which is why im not going anywhere near a scale until i have to. im really looking forward to vball preseason for mount... i get to help run everyone! im excited haha. i plan on pushing everyone harder than in past years since i'll actually be running with them. im pretty pissed nothing was done in the way of summer leagues . i mean, the team lost its entire starting lineup, besides jenny, w/ my class's graduation. none of the jv girls did winter league or summer so they havent touched a volleyball in months. coach also shortened the practice times for preseason. wtf was she thinking? she said it was for quality not quantity, but i dont see whats stopping her from doing both?
jason cant really call that much. i talk to him once a week if im lucky. he got to call for the first time last sunday (not today, but the sunday before haha). its nice to talk to him, but honestly its kind of awkward. hes been gone for so long, we're both doing our own thing, and its just kind of weird. i dunno. he comes back the 24th, which is 5 days before i leave for school. i think he expects to pick up right where we left off, if you know what i mean, and i dont think thatll work out. even though we write letters back and forth, hes still gonna feel like a stranger. so i really dont wanna jump right back into the kissy kissy stuff. and i know hes not gonna be happy about that.
speaking of that kind of thing, i had another bryce-like experience (if you remember what happened last summer) a couple weeks ago. it sucked. this time was actually worse. it upset me, cuz it makes me feel like i cant trust anyone. and i dont wanna miss out on a perfectly innocent happy time with someone because i cant trust people. but it makes me feel like the idiot when i get in a situation like that. like why did i let myself get in that situation in the first place, ya know? since i cant change the past though, i decided i'm never gonna talk to him again. i mean it sucks, he couldve been a fun person to hang out with, but overall hes just a horny douche bag that doesnt see girls as anything more than something to fuck.
anyway.
im tired of writing in here. i leave for cali tuesday morning at lke 6am. im so excited. we're going to san diego. im bringing $350, and whats more exciting is that i still have money to deposit in the bank and for spending here at home, so its not like im spending all the money ive made this summer. i wana buy some nice jeans but other than that i have no idea what to get. and omg i cant wait to go to the beach :)
2 recommendations for you guys:
1, get the Lifehouse "No Name Face" CD cuz its awesome. its from 2000, but i just got it today cuz i heard a song from it friday night. the cd is good.
2, buy yellow squash and zucchini, cut them into slices and then cut the slices in half or smaller, & sautee them in olive oil and a little bit of butter. dice some tomato and throw them in after a couple minutes. then add ground thyme, a little bit of basil, and some pepper. and youve got yourself a delicious, healthy snack. for a little extra flavor, add a little bit of red vinegar. im sure this sounds really random, but i just improvised this little recipe today, after trying a good veggie medley at harrys last night.
alright goodnight.