the past couple of days have been shit. all i want to do is lay in bed ( Read more... )

i've been wearing the same shirt for 2 days now ( Read more... )

why am i so completely obtuse when it comes to dating ( Read more... )

i kinda lost it the other day thinking about my ex. it worried me that maybe i still had feelings for him, but quickly realized that it wasn't the case at all ( Read more... )

i honestly don't understand how caring so much can be such a bad thing. why do i have the feelings i have only to have them wasted on people who could care less? if i could just love people the way i want to my life would be a million times better. for whatever reason it seems that every relationship i wish to have, especially with family, is a ( Read more... )

tonight is hard. i found the photo album on fb that i THOUGHT i deleted. pictures of the ex. it really bummed me out. how the fuck could i love someone so blindly like that?! ugh. it just bothers me to no end that i gave my all to this person and they treated me so horribly. then there's that twinge of aching that makes me miss his arms around me ( Read more... )

feeling so much better. <3

two steps forward, two steps back ( Read more... )

i am so angry. i am so heartbroken. i should be happy. i should have been happy .. all i ever wanted was to share my life with someone who i thought loved me. cared about me. countless kisses, hours, dollars wasted on someone who could have cared less. i don't know what hurts most, knowing i blindly believed in them or knowing deep down i should ( Read more... )

ugh, heard from yet ANOTHER ex. even though you think your good looks will get you back into my life, doesn't mean i want you in it. don't you think i'd have contacted YOU? duhface.