disappointment is probably the worst feeling ever. i refuse to be taken for granted and being under appreciated. at 11 weeks if it's not getting better now, how's it supposed to be better ever? my heart is breaking because i know i have to go through the same song and dance. at least one more time. i want this to work, but here again i'm the only ( Read more... )

it really feels like everything is going wrong. i don't even know where to begin. we fight all the time, i cry all the time because i get so frustrated. anyone who has met me knows of my anxiety problem. anyone who knows me also knows how irrationaly afraid i am of pregnant people. so dealing with THAT and all of the added stress, i'm an ( Read more... )

there is this manager at work i am quite found of. let's just say i've found better ways to occupy break times. i totally dig him. longer update to come. it's pretty funny, actually. love you lj.

my life is amazing. you live, you learn and kick ass doing it whilst being damn good looking at the same time. well, at least i do.

how the hell is everyone? anyone still on this piece??

how i missed the old girl!

mostly.

uhm. hi. <3333333

i'm considering bringing back my paid account just for the simple fact that i want more user picture options. haha. but then that would mean actually having to update it.

so. news? none, really .. so an update about what's going on here in good ol arizona ( Read more... )

it's been a while! life is whatevz. my dog got put down, not a fan of az at allll, have been talking to a boy for months, have a new job, and that's about it. these next few months will be crazy busy trying to save $$$$, get my license fucking finally, and figure things out. a detailed, possibly friends only, entry soon. if not today, tomorrow. ( Read more... )

wow. it's been awhile ..

anyone still alive out there in lj-land?

wow, i'm neglecting the HELL out of LJ ( Read more... )