"Nothing's been clear
Nothing's been in
Nothing's felt true
And I've never had both feet in
Nothing's belonged
Nothing's been yes
Nowhere's been home
And I'm ready to be limbo no more"


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I woke up in a bad mood this morning. Why? Well, there are a number of reasons. The biggest one is probably that I didn't get adequate sleep last night. My fault completely. But the others? Not so much ( Read more... )

I spoke to my mom on the phone tonight and I feel good having talked with her about some of the things on my mind. It really is uncanny, how easily I talk to my mother about all sorts of things...how easy its always been to talk to her. I feel so blessed to have a mother so loving, and so open...and a relationship where we both value eachother and ( Read more... )

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I have not been feeling well physically for a few days. I am tired much of the time. This does not help my already moody disposition much. I feel a tremendous amount of sympathy for Chris who has to not only deal with me, but try to discern if its the happy wife, the sad wife, the hyper wife, etc. It cannot be easy ( Read more... )

The National Institutes of Mental Health reports that one in every four adults - approximately 57.7 million Americans - experience a mental health disorder in a given year. One in four, and that’s just the U.S.! And for every person in the world diagnosed with a mental disorder there is at least one, probably more, trying to help, cope and support ( Read more... )

I am going over to my friend Andrew's house today after work. Andrew is the closest thing to a spiritual advisor that I have these days ( Read more... )

My mood has taken a nose dive. I was going a long fine until I took a nap, which I took because I had a crappy night of sleep last night. But when I woke up, my mood is on the sad/feeling sorry for myself/don't know how to get out of it variety.

This is sure getting old.

Sigh.