Oh, and there's this:
I spoke to my mom on the phone tonight and I feel good having talked with her about some of the things on my mind. It really is uncanny, how easily I talk to my mother about all sorts of things...how easy its always been to talk to her. I feel so blessed to have a mother so loving, and so open...and a relationship where we both value eachother and respect eachother as adults.
I had planned on doing a few things afer class tonight, but I just kind of flaked. The reason I think this is OK is because I have been busting my ass the last few days and really have not given myself any sort of break. So, I kinda needed to "shut down" and decompress for a bit.
It has been relentless...all this regmented stuff I've been trying to do. And I am trying to balance trying to get a lot done with knowing when to knock off. I sort of get revved up and often have no idea about how to turn my switch off and just stop. I have to try to pepper the productivity with rest and rejuvination or the productivity will just come to a schreeching, horrible halt. And I can't let that happen. All this stuff that I am trying to clear off my plate and just get done has been driving me bonkers for way too long. Plus I have bigger, and more interesting project fish to fry, although there has been activity on those in small ways here and there.
Class tomorrow morning to review for a test on Tuesday, then therapy, then home to delve back into the website. Oh what a happy dance I will do when I can put that one to bed!
Also, its supposed to start breaking up weather wise tomorrow. I'll take it, as long as its not more days like today. When the weather is like this it just kills me. So, the past several days were made much more difficult for simple because the weather was full of suck.
Going to bed....................................now.
I had planned on doing a few things afer class tonight, but I just kind of flaked. The reason I think this is OK is because I have been busting my ass the last few days and really have not given myself any sort of break. So, I kinda needed to "shut down" and decompress for a bit.
It has been relentless...all this regmented stuff I've been trying to do. And I am trying to balance trying to get a lot done with knowing when to knock off. I sort of get revved up and often have no idea about how to turn my switch off and just stop. I have to try to pepper the productivity with rest and rejuvination or the productivity will just come to a schreeching, horrible halt. And I can't let that happen. All this stuff that I am trying to clear off my plate and just get done has been driving me bonkers for way too long. Plus I have bigger, and more interesting project fish to fry, although there has been activity on those in small ways here and there.
Class tomorrow morning to review for a test on Tuesday, then therapy, then home to delve back into the website. Oh what a happy dance I will do when I can put that one to bed!
Also, its supposed to start breaking up weather wise tomorrow. I'll take it, as long as its not more days like today. When the weather is like this it just kills me. So, the past several days were made much more difficult for simple because the weather was full of suck.
Going to bed....................................now.