If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 14/15)
TITLE : If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 14/15)
length : Chaptered; 2,522 words
pairing/characters : KyuMin, KyuWook
genre : drama,angst
rating : PG-13
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this fic is so random, i'm sure you already know the ending right? ><
Sungmin was shaking in tears as he watches the frail body of Ryeowook lying on the hospital bed. The doctor said that the man was already stable and just fainted because of over fatigue but he can’t help but worry for the young man, and from time to time blame himself. He already knew that the other was sick, but there he was even pushing the young man to over exhaust himself, he was so inconsiderate.
“Sungmin.”His thoughts were cut as he heard a familiar voice, making his bottle burst from its warmth.
“Kyu!” Sungmin hiccupped as he let himself run to the other guy, sobs growing harder as the tall man draw him in a tight hug, “I swear I don’t know what happened. He was about to go home and then... it’s my fault.”
“Ssh.. it’s okay it’s not your fault.” Kyuhyun hushed him, engulfing the man’s shivering body in a tighter hug, Sungmin immediately succumbing at the warmth as he purrs at Kyuhyun’s caresses.
Kyuhyun smiled as he feels the way the other relax in his arms as if he always belonged there.
“Ummm..”
“Ryeowook!” Sungmin immediately pulled back from the safe haven he was in as he rushed to the guy.
“Oh my goodness Ryeowok, are you okay?”
Kyuhyun followed immediately, genuinely worried for the young man.
“I’m fine,” Ryeowook murmured; voice hoarse and weak.
“Ryeowook! You should take care of yourself!” Kyuhyun replied, as he caresses Ryeowook’s hair.
Sungmin gulped a thorn that was suddenly trash down his throat, as he immediately diverted his attention from the couple.
“Uhum, I better get going now. Ryeowook take care okay.”
“It’s almost midnight, it’s dangerous let me send you home.” Kyuhyun said.
“No, I’m okay, Ryeowook needs you.” Kyuhyun stared deep at Sungmin’s eyes as the smaller man says those words, as if not meaning just for that night and as Sungmin turns around and left the room, he can’t help but feel like his world stop, as if the man also walked out of his life.
*
“Kyuhyun.”
“Kyuhyun!” The called man suddenly looked up as he heard his brother shouting his name.
“Yah what’s wrong with you? I keep on knocking but you weren’t answering.” Siwon said, worried as he looks at his brother’s body that’s lifelessly sprawled on the bed.
“Don’t mind me, I’m fine.”
“Is this about Sungmin?” Kyuhyun didn’t answer but as the water in the side of his eyes grew more visible Siwon didn’t even need a yes to know that he just hit the spot.
Siwon slowly walked towards his brother and sat at by the edge of the bed.
“You haven’t even told him that you remembered.”
Kyuhyun just remained silent as he held the scarf in his arms tighter, the scent of that night still lingering in the thin cloth, the warmth it offered still hugging his body in a safe sanctuary overwhelming his heart at the light fuzzy feeling it always loved to felt.
“Looks like I need to give this back to him shouldn’t i? He offered me help and lifted me at that dark place, but here I am pulling him in this misery. “
“Kyuhyun, you could still back out.”
“Hyung we’re marrying next week.” Kyuhyun whispered.
“Wait, what?!” Siwon asked, shocked at the sudden plan.
“I’ve decided that we can’t waste time. Ryeowook’s condition is just getting worse. He needs me more.”
“That’s the most unbelievable thing I’ve ever heard! Cho Kyuhyun you know that that’s not a reason to marry someone!” Siwon screamed, his temper rising at his brother’s unbelievable logic. And they said that he’s the genius one in the family?!
“I already made my decision. There’s no turning back.” Kyuhyun said at his brother as he stood up, his mind too exhausted to be subjected to another fight with his brother.
“Kyuhyun.” Siwon said as he watched his brother walked towards the door.
Kyuhyun just continued walking but stopped as he reached the door and then turned around to look at his brother, “I’ll be fine. I’ll try to be.” He smiled as he slowly turn back around, hiding the lone tear that managed to escape his eyes.
*
“Kyuhyun?” Sungmin asked, confused of the reason why the guy suddenly asked him to come outside in the middle of the night.
The other man didn’t utter a word, and just lifted his hand.
Sungmin knitted his brows, confused at the action, but nonetheless get the item that the man was offering. He was about to ask what it was when it suddenly clicked into him.
“T..this.”
Kyuhyun just smiled, his head bowed down.
“Yes”
“Y-you remember?” Sungmin asked, still shocked that he didn’t noticed the tears that’s falling from his eyes.
“Yah, t-thank you. I haven’t thanked you for that night so I just want to thank you now. Thank you so much for giving me warmth when I need it the most. Thank you so much for making me see light, when all I can see was darkness.” He smiled as he recall “That have always been my comfort when I need it the most. I guess it’s just right that I’ll give it back to you now… right?” Kyuhyun asked, murmuring the last word with so much hesitance, with something much deeper, desperation.. desperation of wanting to hear a no.
“I-if you want you could just keep it..”
“Min you know that I don’t only mean about the scarf right?” Kyuhyun asked his own tears, matching Sungmin’s in its fall.
“Kyuhyun.” Sungmin breathlessly replied.
“Sungmin.” Kyuhyun retorted, attempting to go near the older but he was stopped as Sungmin took a step backwards, a step that as if took place in his heart, leaving a big stomp, crashing him inside.
“Kyuhyun, let’s not fall in this trap all over again. We know we can’t, we’ve done a mistake last time and we can’t make the same mistakes all over again. Let’s stop before we completely fall.”
“You know that doing that, loving you was never a mistake!” Kyuhyun screamed, his heart overwhelming with too many emotions.
“Kyu..”
“Damn! Of all the things I’ve done, loving you is the rightest thing I’ve done!”
“Kyu..” Sungmin sobbed hard that he didn’t had the chance to step back when Kyuhyun ran towards him and draw him in a tight hug.
“.. Kyuhyun. We c-“ “-I know.” Kyuhyun hiccupped, his tears drowning him inside. “But just.. just please let me love you, even for just one last time. Please.” He whispered as he closed his eyes, cradling Sungmin in his arms, remembering the first time he held Sungmin like this. The familiar warmth emitted by their entangled bodies, that familiar music brushing their souls in a sweet whisper and that oh so familiar feeling in their hearts they’ve grown to love.
After what just seemed like a second, Kyuhyun pulled away knowing he might want to keep Sungmin in his arms forever if he don’t.
The two looked at each other, both afraid to utter a word, knowing it would lead to goodbye. But as if like magnets that needed to be together, their lips connected. No one knows who started it, but both lavished the moment, kissing each other’s lips with so much desperation, sucking every bit of love they could take as they hold into each other with so much desire and need burning their bodies. The intense passion seeping all their breaths and sanity away, making their minds blank as their lips, tongue and saliva connects. Kyuhyun licked Sungmin’s lips seeking for entrance which the other gladly welcomed. Kyuhyun smiled at the access as his tongue map every bit of Sungmin’s territory. He then nudge Sungmin’s tongue, asking him to dance with him, and their hearts flattered as their tongues glided perfectly with each other and more so when their lips connected again, a match in heaven as they complete each other like perfect puzzle pieces that they don’t want to stop but as their lungs screamed for air, they let go, knowing they have to.
Kyuhyun rest his forehead with Sungmin’s as they catch their breaths. They look at each other’s eyes and smiled as their love lingers in the air, enveloping them in the sweet haven their love for each other build. “Thank You.” Kyuhyun whispered as he leans for one more peck, before breaking apart from each other.
“No, thank you.” Sungmin smiled as he turned around and walked away.
Kyuhyun turn around as well, facing the other way, knowing his defences when it comes to Sungmin are too weak that he might want to bring him back in his arms, but he can’t help himself as his heart wins and he turned back. Thou, he stopped his feet from running to the calls of love and just stood there as he watches Sungmin walk away, this time for good.
He chuckles as he feels his heart breaking, knowing it’s impossible to ask Sungmin to give him a chance to love him for one last time, because he knows, in his mind and his heart that no matter what happened, even if no one knows, even if no one sees it, his love for Sungmin would always stay in his heart, permanently placed in the depths of it, because even if Sungmin doesn’t know, he’s walking away with Kyuhyun’s heart, walking by his side.
*
“What do you think?” Ryeowook asked as he walks out from the room, clad in a black suit, he can’t help but get anxious as all the thoughts of actually marrying Cho Kyuhyun just weight into him.
Sungmin smiled; his heart also weary as it aches like never before now that the day of Kyuhyun and Ryeowook’s wedding has come. And it even crush his heart more that he’s there as Ryeowook’s best man, he couldn’t find it in his heart to say no when the younger came to him and asked him the favour. But now that he’s actually there, he feel so lost and as if he doesn’t deserve the place knowing he’s not 100% genuinely supporting the couple. But even with that, he knows that he do genuinely care for Ryeowook even for the short time they knew each other, so he smiled as he look at Ryeowook, really wishing the other’s happiness. “You look great.”
“I don’t. I look so bad. Look at me.” Ryeowook sighed as he looked at himself at the mirror, his insecurities growing as he sees his weak features. “I look so weak; Kyuhyun might back out when he see me like this.”
Sungmin walk towards the guy and pat his back. “Ryeowook, you know that Kyuhyun’s love for you is not that shallow.” He then stopped, he himself shock by his own words.
“Why are you so good to me?”Ryeowook asked as he looked deeply at Sungmin trough the mirror.
“W-what do you mean?”Sungmin asked back, suddenly tense at the intensity of Ryeowook’s stares.
“You’ve only knew me for a short time yet… this, you even agreed to my best man and..” Ryeowook trailed off.
Sungmin chuckled as he himself can’t explain why. “Honestly, I don’t know. But one reason I’m sure of is it’s because of you. I really love being with you. You have no idea how beautiful you are Ryeowook. And that I’m sure is what Kyuhyun loved about you.” He smiled, meaning each word.
He was then startled when Ryeowook suddenly hugged him, his suit getting wet by the other’s tears. “Ryeowook are you crying?”
“Thank you.” The smaller man simply stated. “Thank you so much.”
Sungmin smiled as his tears flow from his eyes, his heart fluttering at the other man’s sincerity. “Yah, stop crying, you should be happy. It’s your wedding!”
Ryeowook smiled as both of them chuckled at their drama.
“Guys, are you ready? Everything’s set and we’re just waiting for you.” The coordinator suddenly appeared, breaking their moment.
Sungmin smiled as he offered his hand to Ryeowook. “Ready?”
Ryeowook smiled and accepted it, walking hand in hand towards the small chapel. It was only a small celebration, with only a few close people invited as the two want it to be simple and intimate.
As the entourage starts marching, Ryeowook felt his heart bursting from happiness imagining himself being Mrs. Cho Kyuhyun in a few hours. His happiness even grew more as he sees his dashing groom, looking dreamily towards him. He wanted to cry from too much joy, but his heart seems to fall hard into hell when he realized that Kyuhyun wasn’t looking at him.
He looked at his front, and sure enough Kyuhyun was looking at Sungmin. He dropped his head down, afraid to show his sudden depression to everyone. He already knows that there’s something going on between the two, it was obvious by the way they look at each other, he himself can’t deny the tenderness and affection that emanates between the two, but he chose to play dumb and ignore all of it.
He looked back at Kyuhyun and saw longing in his eyes, matched with tenderness and.. love. A look he realized Kyuhyun had never directed to him, a tear escaped his eyes as his heart aches thinking how stupid he is for only realizing it now.
His tears were falling freely from his eyes, blocking his vision that he didn’t notice that he was already at the altar. He stared at Kyuhyun who gave him a small smile as he reached for his hand. His heart aches as he felt how cold the touch was.
His mind was flying elsewhere that everything that’s happening won’t register at him.
“Are you okay?” Kyuhyun whispered at him. He looked at his soon to be husband, not knowing what to say, but they broke from their gaze as the priest started asking them the question that would change their lives forever.
“Do you Cho Kyuhyun take Kim Ryeowok as your lawfully wedded husband? And promise to love, respect and honour him throughout your years together?”
Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook, his heart getting heavier as they look at each other with so much hesitation. He then diverted his attention at the guy beside Ryeowook, and Ryeowook have to look away as his heart feels like being crash into pieces as he saw the action.
Sungmin looked away from Kyuhyun, his heart tightening as he feels the tension.
Kyuhyun bit his lips as he look back at Ryeowook who was now looking away from him, he then looked down before inhaling a deep breath and looked back at the priest. “I do.”
“Do you Kim Ryeowook take Cho Kyuhyun as your lawfully wedded husband? And promise to love, respect and honour him throughout your years together?”
Ryeowook looked at Kyuhyun and then to Sungmin, both sharing the same worried and tense expression in their eyes. He bit his lips at the silent war of thoughts in his head. He love Kyuhyun, oh goodness he love Kyuhyun but this…
He let his tears fall freely as he let himself utter his decision. “I do.”
length : Chaptered; 2,522 words
pairing/characters : KyuMin, KyuWook
genre : drama,angst
rating : PG-13
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this fic is so random, i'm sure you already know the ending right? ><
Sungmin was shaking in tears as he watches the frail body of Ryeowook lying on the hospital bed. The doctor said that the man was already stable and just fainted because of over fatigue but he can’t help but worry for the young man, and from time to time blame himself. He already knew that the other was sick, but there he was even pushing the young man to over exhaust himself, he was so inconsiderate.
“Sungmin.”His thoughts were cut as he heard a familiar voice, making his bottle burst from its warmth.
“Kyu!” Sungmin hiccupped as he let himself run to the other guy, sobs growing harder as the tall man draw him in a tight hug, “I swear I don’t know what happened. He was about to go home and then... it’s my fault.”
“Ssh.. it’s okay it’s not your fault.” Kyuhyun hushed him, engulfing the man’s shivering body in a tighter hug, Sungmin immediately succumbing at the warmth as he purrs at Kyuhyun’s caresses.
Kyuhyun smiled as he feels the way the other relax in his arms as if he always belonged there.
“Ummm..”
“Ryeowook!” Sungmin immediately pulled back from the safe haven he was in as he rushed to the guy.
“Oh my goodness Ryeowok, are you okay?”
Kyuhyun followed immediately, genuinely worried for the young man.
“I’m fine,” Ryeowook murmured; voice hoarse and weak.
“Ryeowook! You should take care of yourself!” Kyuhyun replied, as he caresses Ryeowook’s hair.
Sungmin gulped a thorn that was suddenly trash down his throat, as he immediately diverted his attention from the couple.
“Uhum, I better get going now. Ryeowook take care okay.”
“It’s almost midnight, it’s dangerous let me send you home.” Kyuhyun said.
“No, I’m okay, Ryeowook needs you.” Kyuhyun stared deep at Sungmin’s eyes as the smaller man says those words, as if not meaning just for that night and as Sungmin turns around and left the room, he can’t help but feel like his world stop, as if the man also walked out of his life.
*
“Kyuhyun.”
“Kyuhyun!” The called man suddenly looked up as he heard his brother shouting his name.
“Yah what’s wrong with you? I keep on knocking but you weren’t answering.” Siwon said, worried as he looks at his brother’s body that’s lifelessly sprawled on the bed.
“Don’t mind me, I’m fine.”
“Is this about Sungmin?” Kyuhyun didn’t answer but as the water in the side of his eyes grew more visible Siwon didn’t even need a yes to know that he just hit the spot.
Siwon slowly walked towards his brother and sat at by the edge of the bed.
“You haven’t even told him that you remembered.”
Kyuhyun just remained silent as he held the scarf in his arms tighter, the scent of that night still lingering in the thin cloth, the warmth it offered still hugging his body in a safe sanctuary overwhelming his heart at the light fuzzy feeling it always loved to felt.
“Looks like I need to give this back to him shouldn’t i? He offered me help and lifted me at that dark place, but here I am pulling him in this misery. “
“Kyuhyun, you could still back out.”
“Hyung we’re marrying next week.” Kyuhyun whispered.
“Wait, what?!” Siwon asked, shocked at the sudden plan.
“I’ve decided that we can’t waste time. Ryeowook’s condition is just getting worse. He needs me more.”
“That’s the most unbelievable thing I’ve ever heard! Cho Kyuhyun you know that that’s not a reason to marry someone!” Siwon screamed, his temper rising at his brother’s unbelievable logic. And they said that he’s the genius one in the family?!
“I already made my decision. There’s no turning back.” Kyuhyun said at his brother as he stood up, his mind too exhausted to be subjected to another fight with his brother.
“Kyuhyun.” Siwon said as he watched his brother walked towards the door.
Kyuhyun just continued walking but stopped as he reached the door and then turned around to look at his brother, “I’ll be fine. I’ll try to be.” He smiled as he slowly turn back around, hiding the lone tear that managed to escape his eyes.
*
“Kyuhyun?” Sungmin asked, confused of the reason why the guy suddenly asked him to come outside in the middle of the night.
The other man didn’t utter a word, and just lifted his hand.
Sungmin knitted his brows, confused at the action, but nonetheless get the item that the man was offering. He was about to ask what it was when it suddenly clicked into him.
“T..this.”
Kyuhyun just smiled, his head bowed down.
“Yes”
“Y-you remember?” Sungmin asked, still shocked that he didn’t noticed the tears that’s falling from his eyes.
“Yah, t-thank you. I haven’t thanked you for that night so I just want to thank you now. Thank you so much for giving me warmth when I need it the most. Thank you so much for making me see light, when all I can see was darkness.” He smiled as he recall “That have always been my comfort when I need it the most. I guess it’s just right that I’ll give it back to you now… right?” Kyuhyun asked, murmuring the last word with so much hesitance, with something much deeper, desperation.. desperation of wanting to hear a no.
“I-if you want you could just keep it..”
“Min you know that I don’t only mean about the scarf right?” Kyuhyun asked his own tears, matching Sungmin’s in its fall.
“Kyuhyun.” Sungmin breathlessly replied.
“Sungmin.” Kyuhyun retorted, attempting to go near the older but he was stopped as Sungmin took a step backwards, a step that as if took place in his heart, leaving a big stomp, crashing him inside.
“Kyuhyun, let’s not fall in this trap all over again. We know we can’t, we’ve done a mistake last time and we can’t make the same mistakes all over again. Let’s stop before we completely fall.”
“You know that doing that, loving you was never a mistake!” Kyuhyun screamed, his heart overwhelming with too many emotions.
“Kyu..”
“Damn! Of all the things I’ve done, loving you is the rightest thing I’ve done!”
“Kyu..” Sungmin sobbed hard that he didn’t had the chance to step back when Kyuhyun ran towards him and draw him in a tight hug.
“.. Kyuhyun. We c-“ “-I know.” Kyuhyun hiccupped, his tears drowning him inside. “But just.. just please let me love you, even for just one last time. Please.” He whispered as he closed his eyes, cradling Sungmin in his arms, remembering the first time he held Sungmin like this. The familiar warmth emitted by their entangled bodies, that familiar music brushing their souls in a sweet whisper and that oh so familiar feeling in their hearts they’ve grown to love.
After what just seemed like a second, Kyuhyun pulled away knowing he might want to keep Sungmin in his arms forever if he don’t.
The two looked at each other, both afraid to utter a word, knowing it would lead to goodbye. But as if like magnets that needed to be together, their lips connected. No one knows who started it, but both lavished the moment, kissing each other’s lips with so much desperation, sucking every bit of love they could take as they hold into each other with so much desire and need burning their bodies. The intense passion seeping all their breaths and sanity away, making their minds blank as their lips, tongue and saliva connects. Kyuhyun licked Sungmin’s lips seeking for entrance which the other gladly welcomed. Kyuhyun smiled at the access as his tongue map every bit of Sungmin’s territory. He then nudge Sungmin’s tongue, asking him to dance with him, and their hearts flattered as their tongues glided perfectly with each other and more so when their lips connected again, a match in heaven as they complete each other like perfect puzzle pieces that they don’t want to stop but as their lungs screamed for air, they let go, knowing they have to.
Kyuhyun rest his forehead with Sungmin’s as they catch their breaths. They look at each other’s eyes and smiled as their love lingers in the air, enveloping them in the sweet haven their love for each other build. “Thank You.” Kyuhyun whispered as he leans for one more peck, before breaking apart from each other.
“No, thank you.” Sungmin smiled as he turned around and walked away.
Kyuhyun turn around as well, facing the other way, knowing his defences when it comes to Sungmin are too weak that he might want to bring him back in his arms, but he can’t help himself as his heart wins and he turned back. Thou, he stopped his feet from running to the calls of love and just stood there as he watches Sungmin walk away, this time for good.
He chuckles as he feels his heart breaking, knowing it’s impossible to ask Sungmin to give him a chance to love him for one last time, because he knows, in his mind and his heart that no matter what happened, even if no one knows, even if no one sees it, his love for Sungmin would always stay in his heart, permanently placed in the depths of it, because even if Sungmin doesn’t know, he’s walking away with Kyuhyun’s heart, walking by his side.
*
“What do you think?” Ryeowook asked as he walks out from the room, clad in a black suit, he can’t help but get anxious as all the thoughts of actually marrying Cho Kyuhyun just weight into him.
Sungmin smiled; his heart also weary as it aches like never before now that the day of Kyuhyun and Ryeowook’s wedding has come. And it even crush his heart more that he’s there as Ryeowook’s best man, he couldn’t find it in his heart to say no when the younger came to him and asked him the favour. But now that he’s actually there, he feel so lost and as if he doesn’t deserve the place knowing he’s not 100% genuinely supporting the couple. But even with that, he knows that he do genuinely care for Ryeowook even for the short time they knew each other, so he smiled as he look at Ryeowook, really wishing the other’s happiness. “You look great.”
“I don’t. I look so bad. Look at me.” Ryeowook sighed as he looked at himself at the mirror, his insecurities growing as he sees his weak features. “I look so weak; Kyuhyun might back out when he see me like this.”
Sungmin walk towards the guy and pat his back. “Ryeowook, you know that Kyuhyun’s love for you is not that shallow.” He then stopped, he himself shock by his own words.
“Why are you so good to me?”Ryeowook asked as he looked deeply at Sungmin trough the mirror.
“W-what do you mean?”Sungmin asked back, suddenly tense at the intensity of Ryeowook’s stares.
“You’ve only knew me for a short time yet… this, you even agreed to my best man and..” Ryeowook trailed off.
Sungmin chuckled as he himself can’t explain why. “Honestly, I don’t know. But one reason I’m sure of is it’s because of you. I really love being with you. You have no idea how beautiful you are Ryeowook. And that I’m sure is what Kyuhyun loved about you.” He smiled, meaning each word.
He was then startled when Ryeowook suddenly hugged him, his suit getting wet by the other’s tears. “Ryeowook are you crying?”
“Thank you.” The smaller man simply stated. “Thank you so much.”
Sungmin smiled as his tears flow from his eyes, his heart fluttering at the other man’s sincerity. “Yah, stop crying, you should be happy. It’s your wedding!”
Ryeowook smiled as both of them chuckled at their drama.
“Guys, are you ready? Everything’s set and we’re just waiting for you.” The coordinator suddenly appeared, breaking their moment.
Sungmin smiled as he offered his hand to Ryeowook. “Ready?”
Ryeowook smiled and accepted it, walking hand in hand towards the small chapel. It was only a small celebration, with only a few close people invited as the two want it to be simple and intimate.
As the entourage starts marching, Ryeowook felt his heart bursting from happiness imagining himself being Mrs. Cho Kyuhyun in a few hours. His happiness even grew more as he sees his dashing groom, looking dreamily towards him. He wanted to cry from too much joy, but his heart seems to fall hard into hell when he realized that Kyuhyun wasn’t looking at him.
He looked at his front, and sure enough Kyuhyun was looking at Sungmin. He dropped his head down, afraid to show his sudden depression to everyone. He already knows that there’s something going on between the two, it was obvious by the way they look at each other, he himself can’t deny the tenderness and affection that emanates between the two, but he chose to play dumb and ignore all of it.
He looked back at Kyuhyun and saw longing in his eyes, matched with tenderness and.. love. A look he realized Kyuhyun had never directed to him, a tear escaped his eyes as his heart aches thinking how stupid he is for only realizing it now.
His tears were falling freely from his eyes, blocking his vision that he didn’t notice that he was already at the altar. He stared at Kyuhyun who gave him a small smile as he reached for his hand. His heart aches as he felt how cold the touch was.
His mind was flying elsewhere that everything that’s happening won’t register at him.
“Are you okay?” Kyuhyun whispered at him. He looked at his soon to be husband, not knowing what to say, but they broke from their gaze as the priest started asking them the question that would change their lives forever.
“Do you Cho Kyuhyun take Kim Ryeowok as your lawfully wedded husband? And promise to love, respect and honour him throughout your years together?”
Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook, his heart getting heavier as they look at each other with so much hesitation. He then diverted his attention at the guy beside Ryeowook, and Ryeowook have to look away as his heart feels like being crash into pieces as he saw the action.
Sungmin looked away from Kyuhyun, his heart tightening as he feels the tension.
Kyuhyun bit his lips as he look back at Ryeowook who was now looking away from him, he then looked down before inhaling a deep breath and looked back at the priest. “I do.”
“Do you Kim Ryeowook take Cho Kyuhyun as your lawfully wedded husband? And promise to love, respect and honour him throughout your years together?”
Ryeowook looked at Kyuhyun and then to Sungmin, both sharing the same worried and tense expression in their eyes. He bit his lips at the silent war of thoughts in his head. He love Kyuhyun, oh goodness he love Kyuhyun but this…
He let his tears fall freely as he let himself utter his decision. “I do.”