If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 2)
TITLE : If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 2)
length : Chaptered ; 1,252 words
pairing : KyuMin (Kyuhyun & Sungmin)
genre : romance, drama
rating : PG-13
disclaimer: Kyuhyun owns Sungmin, Sungmin owns Kyuhyun :p
summary: Could it be possible for Sungmin to fall in love that fast?
a/n: This is my first chaptered fic and I'm not really good with English. So I'm really sorry for the bad grammar, and if it confuses you. I hope it doesn't though. And oh!.. no beta, so I'm sorry if there's typo. Hope you like it! Kyumin is ♥
The guy suddenly grabbed my arm. I wanted to let go but my body won’t allow me. My mind screams resistance but my heart beats otherwise. And I know, the moment he locked those beautiful brown orbs into mine, my heart had already won. I felt my body slowly weakens by his gaze, drowning my soul into oblivion. I can feel his gentle caresses in my face, his warm touch making me shiver all throughout my body, making me give in to my heart’s desire. With only a mere inch separating us, I can feel his hot breath enrapturing my entirety in the endless sensation his creating. My heart prevailed, making me submit into its desire.
Ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddadaddarabba. A noise suddenly startled me breaking me away from my thoughts. Don’t get me wrong, I love this song but what the heck! It just ruined one of the greatest moments in my life! Only then I realized that it was my phone’s alarm signalling me to wake up. Oh it was just a dream, the thought made me frown. It felt so real.
I turned off the alarm screaming on frustration “Aish! Can’t you at least finish the kiss” now I frown even more, realizing how ridiculous I sounded like. I looked like a fool blaming an innocent phone for choosing the time to interrupt a little too early. As if it’s even the phone’s fault that it’s set to alarm on such time.
Actually I’m so frustrated and annoyed that I want to blame something, I want to blame myself for running away that night. Regret is eating me that it leads to these dreams and imaginations of what could have been. But my mind keeps telling me that that was the right thing to do, that he’s a stranger, moreover he’s a guy for crying out loud! I might just get hurt in the end so I shouldn’t regret my decision. That line keeps echoing in my head as I try to assure myself that I’ve did the right thing. More like consoling myself actually. I hugged my pink fluffy bunny seeking for comfort until my eyes suddenly landed to the pink heart shaped clock hanging on my room’s baby pink wall, 6:30. Wait 6:30! “Goodness! It’s 6:30! I have to get ready for work!” I hate it how this guy seems to have the power over me that make me go weak and lost in a different world. I tried to brush him off my mind and hurriedly get ready for work.
Good thing it’s just a 30 minute ride from my house to work so I still managed to arrive a few minutes earlier. I nervously went inside the elevator and pressed 13. I’m so nervous that I actually forgot my problem earlier. As the elevator opened, I took a deep breath and inhaled some confidence, flashing a big smile. You can do this Sungmin!
As I went inside the floor, I can see everyone busy with their own works. I didn’t know who to approach or what to do making me more nervous that I didn’t realized when a guy suddenly appeared, making me startled.
“Good Morning! Your Lee Sungmin right? The new secretary?” The guy asked.
Trying to stay calm, I nodded and bowed “Yes Sir, I am”
“Good you’re early! I’m Siwon by the way. You don’t have to be so polite around me, we’re all friends here.” Then he flashed a perfect smile that I’m sure could melt girls heart in an instant. Looks like everyone here are nice, no need to be nervous at all.
“Okay Mr. Lee? Sungmin?”
“Sungmin’s fine” I said as a blush creep on my cheeks, bowing my head to hide it. He flashed another smile that makes me blush even more.
He then led me to a desk. “Here’s your office. Your boss would arrive soon, I guess, so you could just wait for him. At the meantime, just make yourself comfortable and oh.. welcome!”
I said a quick thank you as he waved back approaching a woman who just arrived. Wow he’s really nice. It makes me wonder who my boss would be, hoping he’ll be as nice as Mr. Siwon
I was startled when a guy suddenly dashed inside.
“I WANT A CUP OF COFFEE!”
“I’m sorry?”
“You’re the new secretary right?! I want one right now! PALLE!” he screamed while he went inside his office, slamming the door.
Wow! That was mean. I was still shock at apparently, my boss’ behaviour but just shrugged it off and quickly went to make a cup of coffee.
On the way to his office, I somehow felt hesitant to open the door. Then I glanced at my left and I saw Siwon giving me an encouraging smile as if telling me I can do it. So I mustered the courage and gently open the door. I noticed him leaning on his chair, with big shades on, both his hands on his head. “What are you staring at?!”
I was startled upon hearing his voice. “Im s.. ssorry, I’m so sorry sir” I keep on bowing then gently put the coffee on his table trying to shoo my nervousness away.
“Argh my head hurts” he murmured and caressed his head. He then took off his sun glasses while he took a sip of his coffee. Then he gently lifted up his face making his whole face visible.
“You!” my eyes literally dropped from its socket upon seeing his face. It’s him!
“Excuse me?!?” the guy asked who seemed confused.
My eyes were wide as I looked at the guy in front of me, I can’t believe that I’ll see him again. Moreover, he’ my boss. “Amm.. Don’t you remember?”
“I’m sorry what are you talking about!?!” he looked more confused and pissed off that I so want to dissolve at that moment. I’m so embarrassed, what am I thinking. Of course he’s drank! He wasn’t his self last night. Babo Sungmin!
I bowed down showing him my apologies “I’m really sorry .. I taught.. I must have mistaken you for someone else.. I'm really sorry sir”
“Kyuhyun! Cho Kyuhyun” he rolled his eye as he raised the gold name plate on his desk “If you want to work for me. You must at least know my name!” He screamed, irritation showing all over his face, which makes me so want to kill myself right now. I feel such an idiot!
“I’m really sorry” I bowed as I try hard to contain the tear that’s about to fall from my eyes “I’m really sorry Sir Cho”
“You’re even making my headache worse!" He screamed making me flinch a bit.
"Look! I’ll let this off since this is your first day of work, so please..” he pointed on the door, gesturing me to leave.
I just bowed down and quickly went to the door and get out there as fast as I can. I can’t help it as a tear suddenly brushed on my face. But what’s funny is it’s not because of embarrassment or how mean he was back there. Well maybe partly, but mostly, because of agonizing hurt, depression that he doesn’t remember me. I hate myself for being such an idiot, I'm such a fool. What am I really expecting? I already know that this might happen; I already prepared myself for this. Though no matter what I can do. It still hurts. It hurts so bad.
length : Chaptered ; 1,252 words
pairing : KyuMin (Kyuhyun & Sungmin)
genre : romance, drama
rating : PG-13
disclaimer: Kyuhyun owns Sungmin, Sungmin owns Kyuhyun :p
summary: Could it be possible for Sungmin to fall in love that fast?
a/n: This is my first chaptered fic and I'm not really good with English. So I'm really sorry for the bad grammar, and if it confuses you. I hope it doesn't though. And oh!.. no beta, so I'm sorry if there's typo. Hope you like it! Kyumin is ♥
The guy suddenly grabbed my arm. I wanted to let go but my body won’t allow me. My mind screams resistance but my heart beats otherwise. And I know, the moment he locked those beautiful brown orbs into mine, my heart had already won. I felt my body slowly weakens by his gaze, drowning my soul into oblivion. I can feel his gentle caresses in my face, his warm touch making me shiver all throughout my body, making me give in to my heart’s desire. With only a mere inch separating us, I can feel his hot breath enrapturing my entirety in the endless sensation his creating. My heart prevailed, making me submit into its desire.
Ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddanddaranddan, ddadaddarabba. A noise suddenly startled me breaking me away from my thoughts. Don’t get me wrong, I love this song but what the heck! It just ruined one of the greatest moments in my life! Only then I realized that it was my phone’s alarm signalling me to wake up. Oh it was just a dream, the thought made me frown. It felt so real.
I turned off the alarm screaming on frustration “Aish! Can’t you at least finish the kiss” now I frown even more, realizing how ridiculous I sounded like. I looked like a fool blaming an innocent phone for choosing the time to interrupt a little too early. As if it’s even the phone’s fault that it’s set to alarm on such time.
Actually I’m so frustrated and annoyed that I want to blame something, I want to blame myself for running away that night. Regret is eating me that it leads to these dreams and imaginations of what could have been. But my mind keeps telling me that that was the right thing to do, that he’s a stranger, moreover he’s a guy for crying out loud! I might just get hurt in the end so I shouldn’t regret my decision. That line keeps echoing in my head as I try to assure myself that I’ve did the right thing. More like consoling myself actually. I hugged my pink fluffy bunny seeking for comfort until my eyes suddenly landed to the pink heart shaped clock hanging on my room’s baby pink wall, 6:30. Wait 6:30! “Goodness! It’s 6:30! I have to get ready for work!” I hate it how this guy seems to have the power over me that make me go weak and lost in a different world. I tried to brush him off my mind and hurriedly get ready for work.
Good thing it’s just a 30 minute ride from my house to work so I still managed to arrive a few minutes earlier. I nervously went inside the elevator and pressed 13. I’m so nervous that I actually forgot my problem earlier. As the elevator opened, I took a deep breath and inhaled some confidence, flashing a big smile. You can do this Sungmin!
As I went inside the floor, I can see everyone busy with their own works. I didn’t know who to approach or what to do making me more nervous that I didn’t realized when a guy suddenly appeared, making me startled.
“Good Morning! Your Lee Sungmin right? The new secretary?” The guy asked.
Trying to stay calm, I nodded and bowed “Yes Sir, I am”
“Good you’re early! I’m Siwon by the way. You don’t have to be so polite around me, we’re all friends here.” Then he flashed a perfect smile that I’m sure could melt girls heart in an instant. Looks like everyone here are nice, no need to be nervous at all.
“Okay Mr. Lee? Sungmin?”
“Sungmin’s fine” I said as a blush creep on my cheeks, bowing my head to hide it. He flashed another smile that makes me blush even more.
He then led me to a desk. “Here’s your office. Your boss would arrive soon, I guess, so you could just wait for him. At the meantime, just make yourself comfortable and oh.. welcome!”
I said a quick thank you as he waved back approaching a woman who just arrived. Wow he’s really nice. It makes me wonder who my boss would be, hoping he’ll be as nice as Mr. Siwon
I was startled when a guy suddenly dashed inside.
“I WANT A CUP OF COFFEE!”
“I’m sorry?”
“You’re the new secretary right?! I want one right now! PALLE!” he screamed while he went inside his office, slamming the door.
Wow! That was mean. I was still shock at apparently, my boss’ behaviour but just shrugged it off and quickly went to make a cup of coffee.
On the way to his office, I somehow felt hesitant to open the door. Then I glanced at my left and I saw Siwon giving me an encouraging smile as if telling me I can do it. So I mustered the courage and gently open the door. I noticed him leaning on his chair, with big shades on, both his hands on his head. “What are you staring at?!”
I was startled upon hearing his voice. “Im s.. ssorry, I’m so sorry sir” I keep on bowing then gently put the coffee on his table trying to shoo my nervousness away.
“Argh my head hurts” he murmured and caressed his head. He then took off his sun glasses while he took a sip of his coffee. Then he gently lifted up his face making his whole face visible.
“You!” my eyes literally dropped from its socket upon seeing his face. It’s him!
“Excuse me?!?” the guy asked who seemed confused.
My eyes were wide as I looked at the guy in front of me, I can’t believe that I’ll see him again. Moreover, he’ my boss. “Amm.. Don’t you remember?”
“I’m sorry what are you talking about!?!” he looked more confused and pissed off that I so want to dissolve at that moment. I’m so embarrassed, what am I thinking. Of course he’s drank! He wasn’t his self last night. Babo Sungmin!
I bowed down showing him my apologies “I’m really sorry .. I taught.. I must have mistaken you for someone else.. I'm really sorry sir”
“Kyuhyun! Cho Kyuhyun” he rolled his eye as he raised the gold name plate on his desk “If you want to work for me. You must at least know my name!” He screamed, irritation showing all over his face, which makes me so want to kill myself right now. I feel such an idiot!
“I’m really sorry” I bowed as I try hard to contain the tear that’s about to fall from my eyes “I’m really sorry Sir Cho”
“You’re even making my headache worse!" He screamed making me flinch a bit.
"Look! I’ll let this off since this is your first day of work, so please..” he pointed on the door, gesturing me to leave.
I just bowed down and quickly went to the door and get out there as fast as I can. I can’t help it as a tear suddenly brushed on my face. But what’s funny is it’s not because of embarrassment or how mean he was back there. Well maybe partly, but mostly, because of agonizing hurt, depression that he doesn’t remember me. I hate myself for being such an idiot, I'm such a fool. What am I really expecting? I already know that this might happen; I already prepared myself for this. Though no matter what I can do. It still hurts. It hurts so bad.