If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 5)
TITLE : If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 5)
length : Chaptered
pairing : KyuMin (Kyuhyun & Sungmin) , Siwon
genre : romance, drama, fluff
rating : PG-13
summary: Could it be possible for Sungmin to fall in love that fast?
a/n OH YEAH! I JUST DID! wow! this is like my fastest update! haha.. well all thanks to those who comment and those who've been encouraging me, seriously! i appreciate it much much! i love u all!
sorry though,, NO BETA.. and!! haha kinda rush because i super want to post this today,. but i soo need to go as in NOW. so it was rushed! esp the last part haha.. i hope it wouldn't look wierd... i think I'll still really need to edit the last part.. anyways here it is.. thanks to everyone really! hugs!
Sungmin’s POV
They went inside the house seeing the table with two sets of plates with a lit candle in the middle. The setting giving a romantic aura on the place.
“Aish! That guy! I knew his up to something. I’m sure he planned this all along! Date with my boyfriend my ass!”
“He seems sincere, looks like he was telling the truth.” I answered telling him what I felt.
Kyuhyun scoffed “Telling the truth?! He is my brother for goodness sakes! I know him more than you do! So I’m telling you. You’ve been fooled! I can’t believe you’re really that stupid! Do you like Siwon that he can fool you that easily?!” My eyes widen with his accusation that my lips we’re glued together to even defend myself.
“Just a piece of advice, that jerk is head over heels in love with his boyfriend. So I’m telling you, you don’t stand a chance!” his words we're too harsh sending daggers to my heart. Yet it’s not his words that hurts me, I’ve long gotten used to it. What hurts is the thought that I am indeed stupid. Aish! I’m so stupid coz you’re the one I like! You pabo!
Kyuhyun’s POV
I ruffled my hair as I slump myself down on a chair, angry of the situation, hating Siwon for pushing me into this. I noticed Sungmin still standing so I was about to scream to him, hating that I still have to tell him everything when I noticed the sadness on his face.
It wasn’t new to me seeing such reactions when I’m in this mood. But for some reasons, this felt different. The sadness in his eyes seems so deep as if my heart itself can mirror the sadness. Does he really like Siwon? I tried to brush the thought away and started eating telling him to also do so.
Sungmin’s POV
As expected, the whole dinner went by sooo slow. It’s as if every second stand for hours! The only thing that can be heard was silence, painful silence making it harder to breathe every second.
After what seems forever, we finally finished eating. I felt so relieved that it was finally over but then realized that Kyuhyun was still supposed to send me home. I can’t stand another minute of being alone with him so I came up of any excuse I could, just so he won’t need to send me off.
“I’ll just go home by myself, I’m sure I can easily find a cub anyways. And I could just call my friend.” I lied, Donghae was out of town so I don’t have any friends I could ask for a ride home.
“Okay” he replied with an expressionless face making me feel a bit down. It’s not that I don’t want him to agree. Actually it’s better since I don’t want to bother him more, yet I can’t help but feel kind of hurt seeing that he doesn’t care at all. Well what am I expecting anyways?
“So..” I looked at him waiting for him to continue. “I don’t want to be rude but….”
“Oh yeah! I’m leaving, thank you and I’m really sorry for wasting your time. Thanks for everything Sir.”I bowed down showing him my gratitude.
“Okay then. I’ll leave you here. I think you know the way out. Bye” he quickly went up the stairs leaving me alone. He doesn’t want to be rude?! He has forever been rude! I inhaled, throwing my irritation before slowly heading outside the house “Now how would I go home?”
Kyuhyun’s POV
I was relieved knowing that he can go home by himself. I almost died being alone with him; I’ll burst if I have to spend another more minute in that uncomfortable situation. Yet as if it followed me because I still can’t breathe, It feel so weird. I can’t stop thinking if Sungmin would really be fine. I opened my laptop to get the thoughts off me but still, I can only think of him. Aish! Why do I even care about that guy! His old enough to take care of himself. I already did all the distraction I could think of, though whatever I do Sungmin’s name is still the one maining in my head. So I angrily went downstairs calling my driver “Get the car! I .. I need to buy something. Palle!”
**
“Where is that guy!” I screamed being more frustrated after a few minutes of not seeing any sign of Sungmin.
“Amm sir I thought we’re just going to buy something? Are you looking for someone?” I just ignored him only caring about the reason I was there.
“Sir, by any chance is the person we’re looking for is that cute guest you had earlier?” I arched my eyebrows at him having too much of his nosiness.
I exhaled before turning to my driver. “We’ve only been away from the house for a few minutes right?”
“Amm.. yes sir” he asked confusedly.
“Then stop the car and get off!”
“Sir??”
“Didn’t you hear me?!” I answered raising my voice, making him stop the car and get off. I hurriedly get the keys from him and start driving. Now where could I find that guy!
After a few more minutes I was too irritated thinking that he could’ve already gotten a ride, my worries we’re just put to waste! I was about to go home when I saw the guy I was looking for. For some reasons all my irritation was gone, being replaced by relief.
I slowed down the car following him from a distance, just enough hoping he won’t notice me. I arched my eyebrows after following him for a few minutes, tired of watching him walk “Is this guy really planning to walk until he reach the end of the village?!” I don’t know what’s gotten into me but I just have the urge to follow him until I’m sure he has gotten home safe.
I was startled when I noticed a guy dressed in black, face covered carefully approaching him. My instincts gotten into me so I hurriedly get off the car and attacked the guy.
Sungmin’s POV
I was frustrated that I can’t see any cab or whatever I could ride to get out of this village. Why do they even have to live in such a huge place! I was walking for a good 15 minutes and my feet aches! I was too tired that I didn’t realize what's happening around me. So I was startled when I saw a guy attacking another man.
“Yah! Who are you?!” the guy said kicking the other who’s now on the floor. I turned my head to have a good view of the guy and was shocked when I saw his face. Kyuhyun? Is this really him? Or is just this my imagination playing with me?
“Sungmin are you fine?” he grabbed my wrist gently looking at me with a worried expression. I blinked hard still can’t believe that Kyuhyun really is the one in front of me. I looked at his wrist holding my hand and I can’t help but blush hard. The feeling of his warm hands into mine sends shivers to my heart.
He then kicked the guy again. “No please! No! I’m not doing anything. I swear! I’m a cleaner here.” He then removed his hood and black jacket showing his uniform” I can see Kyuhyun’s angered face turning into a shocked one. “Why didn’t you say so earlier?’
“You immediately attacked me!” the man cried in pain. I was about to help the guy but I felt Kyuhyun’s grip tightening, pulling me towards his car, pushing me on the passenger’s seat.
“Yeah! That was mean! You didn’t even apologize to the guy” It's the first time i fought back at Kyuhyun, but I can't help it. That was really mean.
“It’s your fault anyways, why should I apologize?! You should be the one apologizing!”
“Me?! Why should I?!”
“I taught he’s a snatcher, a killer, something! It’s almost midnight and you’re walking alone! Who told you to walk anyways? Aish! This is so your fault! How can you be so stupid!”
After hearing him I was suddenly silenced, for some reasons I can’t help but felt touched. Was he really concerned about me? I know I might look stupid but I can’t help but smile. It just feels so great. The thought that he was actually concern of me sends unexplainable joy in my heart.
Kyuhyun’s POV
I was so embarrassed at the situation earlier but I tried not to show it so I hurriedly grabbed Sungmin and drove out of the place as fast as I can.
“Yeah! That was mean! You didn’t even apologize to the guy” I gave him a pissed look, mean?! I was already too kind of even worrying about him! And now I’m mean?!
“It’s your fault anyways, why should I apologize?! You should be the one apologizing!” I was too pissed that he’s even the one who’s angry. He should be the one apologizing! Not me! “….This is so your fault! How can you be so stupid!”
I noticed that he was suddenly silent so I slightly tilted my head to look at him and was confused seeing him smiling. What’s wrong with this guy?! I just called him stupid and now his smiling?! “Yeah! Why are you smiling?! Are you crazy?!” he just looked at me as he shook his head smiling even wider.
I scoffed at the scene, turning back at the road, just ignoring his crazy actions. Yet, deep inside seeing him smile feels great, everything feels so light. For the whole night we’ve been alone together, this moment was different. Everything felt comfortable.
“Kyu” I felt a soft tap in my shoulder and was met by a smile that left me in awe.
“You’re also smiling”
“I..” I then felt a different feeling in my cheeks and realize that I was indeed smiling. A part of my mind wants to deny it but deep inside my heart, I can’t hide the fact that it feels so wonderful. “I’m not”
“Whatever you say” he went back on looking at the window. He seems to be in peace that I can’t help but admire his beauty.
I noticed him humming a song making me laugh “Are you singing??”
No one’s POV
Sungmin was loving the calm surrounding that he didn’t realized he was unconsciously humming a song. He can feel his cheeks burning from embarrassment knowing that Kyuhyun noticed it. “Yeah! What’s so funny about it?! If you don’t like it, let’s just open the radio then.” He was about to open the radio but surprised when Kyuhyun stopped him. “No, your voice is wonderful, really.. you should continue singing.” Sungmin can’t help but feel butterflies in his stomach seeing the sincerity in Kyuhyun’s eyes.
“Sing.” Kyuhyun ordered. Sungmin hesitated but Kyuhyun nudged him to do so “Who told you you have a choice. I demand you to sing!”
Sungmin just laughed loving the sight of Kyuhyun smiling. If this could make Kyuhyun smile, his willing to sing every second of his life.
"I never had anything happen so fast, I took one look and I shattered like glass, I guess I let it show ’cause your smile told me you knew. That you’re everything I ever wanted at once. There’s no holding this heart when it knows what it wants, and I never wanted anything more than to know you” Sungmin blushed singing the last words in a low voice.
“Why did you stop?!” Kyuhyun laughed
“You’re making fun of me!” Sungmin answered, head bowed low trying to hide his blushing face.
“No I’m not, continue”
“I don’t know what’s next” Sungmin puffed his cheeks.
Kyuhyun laughed seeing the adorable gesture. He bit his lips us he unconsciously started singing. "I was swept away, No one in the world but you and I. Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do. I was swept away, Without a warning. Like night when the morning begins the day. I was swept away.... The very first time you said my name, I knew it would never sound the same. Something about me is changed forever..” Sungmin was amazed hearing Kyuhyun’s voice. He never heard someone sounded as wonderful, his voice making Sungmin’s heart flutter. No, even that seems an understatement. For Sungmin, his voice was just.. perfect.
“Your voice is amazing” Kyuhyun can’t help but blush at Sungmin. “Well.. I know” both of them laughed hard.
The rest of the ride was filled with warm laughter and joy. Both of them enjoying each other’s company, not realizing that they’re already submitting a different side of them to each other. And both not caring at all, all they could think of is the wonderful feeling enrapturing their hearts. Whatever it was they wanted it to stay, they hope for it to stay.
I was swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
haha i hope that was not wierd hahaha.. go add fluff in the genre hahahahaha.. seriously! i cant believe i made kyumin sing! hahaha... that wasnt even part of the story... that was just a last minute addition that came up to my mind last night haha... haay... anyways
Song: Swept away - Diane Elise
length : Chaptered
pairing : KyuMin (Kyuhyun & Sungmin) , Siwon
genre : romance, drama, fluff
rating : PG-13
summary: Could it be possible for Sungmin to fall in love that fast?
a/n OH YEAH! I JUST DID! wow! this is like my fastest update! haha.. well all thanks to those who comment and those who've been encouraging me, seriously! i appreciate it much much! i love u all!
sorry though,, NO BETA.. and!! haha kinda rush because i super want to post this today,. but i soo need to go as in NOW. so it was rushed! esp the last part haha.. i hope it wouldn't look wierd... i think I'll still really need to edit the last part.. anyways here it is.. thanks to everyone really! hugs!
Sungmin’s POV
They went inside the house seeing the table with two sets of plates with a lit candle in the middle. The setting giving a romantic aura on the place.
“Aish! That guy! I knew his up to something. I’m sure he planned this all along! Date with my boyfriend my ass!”
“He seems sincere, looks like he was telling the truth.” I answered telling him what I felt.
Kyuhyun scoffed “Telling the truth?! He is my brother for goodness sakes! I know him more than you do! So I’m telling you. You’ve been fooled! I can’t believe you’re really that stupid! Do you like Siwon that he can fool you that easily?!” My eyes widen with his accusation that my lips we’re glued together to even defend myself.
“Just a piece of advice, that jerk is head over heels in love with his boyfriend. So I’m telling you, you don’t stand a chance!” his words we're too harsh sending daggers to my heart. Yet it’s not his words that hurts me, I’ve long gotten used to it. What hurts is the thought that I am indeed stupid. Aish! I’m so stupid coz you’re the one I like! You pabo!
Kyuhyun’s POV
I ruffled my hair as I slump myself down on a chair, angry of the situation, hating Siwon for pushing me into this. I noticed Sungmin still standing so I was about to scream to him, hating that I still have to tell him everything when I noticed the sadness on his face.
It wasn’t new to me seeing such reactions when I’m in this mood. But for some reasons, this felt different. The sadness in his eyes seems so deep as if my heart itself can mirror the sadness. Does he really like Siwon? I tried to brush the thought away and started eating telling him to also do so.
Sungmin’s POV
As expected, the whole dinner went by sooo slow. It’s as if every second stand for hours! The only thing that can be heard was silence, painful silence making it harder to breathe every second.
After what seems forever, we finally finished eating. I felt so relieved that it was finally over but then realized that Kyuhyun was still supposed to send me home. I can’t stand another minute of being alone with him so I came up of any excuse I could, just so he won’t need to send me off.
“I’ll just go home by myself, I’m sure I can easily find a cub anyways. And I could just call my friend.” I lied, Donghae was out of town so I don’t have any friends I could ask for a ride home.
“Okay” he replied with an expressionless face making me feel a bit down. It’s not that I don’t want him to agree. Actually it’s better since I don’t want to bother him more, yet I can’t help but feel kind of hurt seeing that he doesn’t care at all. Well what am I expecting anyways?
“So..” I looked at him waiting for him to continue. “I don’t want to be rude but….”
“Oh yeah! I’m leaving, thank you and I’m really sorry for wasting your time. Thanks for everything Sir.”I bowed down showing him my gratitude.
“Okay then. I’ll leave you here. I think you know the way out. Bye” he quickly went up the stairs leaving me alone. He doesn’t want to be rude?! He has forever been rude! I inhaled, throwing my irritation before slowly heading outside the house “Now how would I go home?”
Kyuhyun’s POV
I was relieved knowing that he can go home by himself. I almost died being alone with him; I’ll burst if I have to spend another more minute in that uncomfortable situation. Yet as if it followed me because I still can’t breathe, It feel so weird. I can’t stop thinking if Sungmin would really be fine. I opened my laptop to get the thoughts off me but still, I can only think of him. Aish! Why do I even care about that guy! His old enough to take care of himself. I already did all the distraction I could think of, though whatever I do Sungmin’s name is still the one maining in my head. So I angrily went downstairs calling my driver “Get the car! I .. I need to buy something. Palle!”
**
“Where is that guy!” I screamed being more frustrated after a few minutes of not seeing any sign of Sungmin.
“Amm sir I thought we’re just going to buy something? Are you looking for someone?” I just ignored him only caring about the reason I was there.
“Sir, by any chance is the person we’re looking for is that cute guest you had earlier?” I arched my eyebrows at him having too much of his nosiness.
I exhaled before turning to my driver. “We’ve only been away from the house for a few minutes right?”
“Amm.. yes sir” he asked confusedly.
“Then stop the car and get off!”
“Sir??”
“Didn’t you hear me?!” I answered raising my voice, making him stop the car and get off. I hurriedly get the keys from him and start driving. Now where could I find that guy!
After a few more minutes I was too irritated thinking that he could’ve already gotten a ride, my worries we’re just put to waste! I was about to go home when I saw the guy I was looking for. For some reasons all my irritation was gone, being replaced by relief.
I slowed down the car following him from a distance, just enough hoping he won’t notice me. I arched my eyebrows after following him for a few minutes, tired of watching him walk “Is this guy really planning to walk until he reach the end of the village?!” I don’t know what’s gotten into me but I just have the urge to follow him until I’m sure he has gotten home safe.
I was startled when I noticed a guy dressed in black, face covered carefully approaching him. My instincts gotten into me so I hurriedly get off the car and attacked the guy.
Sungmin’s POV
I was frustrated that I can’t see any cab or whatever I could ride to get out of this village. Why do they even have to live in such a huge place! I was walking for a good 15 minutes and my feet aches! I was too tired that I didn’t realize what's happening around me. So I was startled when I saw a guy attacking another man.
“Yah! Who are you?!” the guy said kicking the other who’s now on the floor. I turned my head to have a good view of the guy and was shocked when I saw his face. Kyuhyun? Is this really him? Or is just this my imagination playing with me?
“Sungmin are you fine?” he grabbed my wrist gently looking at me with a worried expression. I blinked hard still can’t believe that Kyuhyun really is the one in front of me. I looked at his wrist holding my hand and I can’t help but blush hard. The feeling of his warm hands into mine sends shivers to my heart.
He then kicked the guy again. “No please! No! I’m not doing anything. I swear! I’m a cleaner here.” He then removed his hood and black jacket showing his uniform” I can see Kyuhyun’s angered face turning into a shocked one. “Why didn’t you say so earlier?’
“You immediately attacked me!” the man cried in pain. I was about to help the guy but I felt Kyuhyun’s grip tightening, pulling me towards his car, pushing me on the passenger’s seat.
“Yeah! That was mean! You didn’t even apologize to the guy” It's the first time i fought back at Kyuhyun, but I can't help it. That was really mean.
“It’s your fault anyways, why should I apologize?! You should be the one apologizing!”
“Me?! Why should I?!”
“I taught he’s a snatcher, a killer, something! It’s almost midnight and you’re walking alone! Who told you to walk anyways? Aish! This is so your fault! How can you be so stupid!”
After hearing him I was suddenly silenced, for some reasons I can’t help but felt touched. Was he really concerned about me? I know I might look stupid but I can’t help but smile. It just feels so great. The thought that he was actually concern of me sends unexplainable joy in my heart.
Kyuhyun’s POV
I was so embarrassed at the situation earlier but I tried not to show it so I hurriedly grabbed Sungmin and drove out of the place as fast as I can.
“Yeah! That was mean! You didn’t even apologize to the guy” I gave him a pissed look, mean?! I was already too kind of even worrying about him! And now I’m mean?!
“It’s your fault anyways, why should I apologize?! You should be the one apologizing!” I was too pissed that he’s even the one who’s angry. He should be the one apologizing! Not me! “….This is so your fault! How can you be so stupid!”
I noticed that he was suddenly silent so I slightly tilted my head to look at him and was confused seeing him smiling. What’s wrong with this guy?! I just called him stupid and now his smiling?! “Yeah! Why are you smiling?! Are you crazy?!” he just looked at me as he shook his head smiling even wider.
I scoffed at the scene, turning back at the road, just ignoring his crazy actions. Yet, deep inside seeing him smile feels great, everything feels so light. For the whole night we’ve been alone together, this moment was different. Everything felt comfortable.
“Kyu” I felt a soft tap in my shoulder and was met by a smile that left me in awe.
“You’re also smiling”
“I..” I then felt a different feeling in my cheeks and realize that I was indeed smiling. A part of my mind wants to deny it but deep inside my heart, I can’t hide the fact that it feels so wonderful. “I’m not”
“Whatever you say” he went back on looking at the window. He seems to be in peace that I can’t help but admire his beauty.
I noticed him humming a song making me laugh “Are you singing??”
No one’s POV
Sungmin was loving the calm surrounding that he didn’t realized he was unconsciously humming a song. He can feel his cheeks burning from embarrassment knowing that Kyuhyun noticed it. “Yeah! What’s so funny about it?! If you don’t like it, let’s just open the radio then.” He was about to open the radio but surprised when Kyuhyun stopped him. “No, your voice is wonderful, really.. you should continue singing.” Sungmin can’t help but feel butterflies in his stomach seeing the sincerity in Kyuhyun’s eyes.
“Sing.” Kyuhyun ordered. Sungmin hesitated but Kyuhyun nudged him to do so “Who told you you have a choice. I demand you to sing!”
Sungmin just laughed loving the sight of Kyuhyun smiling. If this could make Kyuhyun smile, his willing to sing every second of his life.
"I never had anything happen so fast, I took one look and I shattered like glass, I guess I let it show ’cause your smile told me you knew. That you’re everything I ever wanted at once. There’s no holding this heart when it knows what it wants, and I never wanted anything more than to know you” Sungmin blushed singing the last words in a low voice.
“Why did you stop?!” Kyuhyun laughed
“You’re making fun of me!” Sungmin answered, head bowed low trying to hide his blushing face.
“No I’m not, continue”
“I don’t know what’s next” Sungmin puffed his cheeks.
Kyuhyun laughed seeing the adorable gesture. He bit his lips us he unconsciously started singing. "I was swept away, No one in the world but you and I. Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do. I was swept away, Without a warning. Like night when the morning begins the day. I was swept away.... The very first time you said my name, I knew it would never sound the same. Something about me is changed forever..” Sungmin was amazed hearing Kyuhyun’s voice. He never heard someone sounded as wonderful, his voice making Sungmin’s heart flutter. No, even that seems an understatement. For Sungmin, his voice was just.. perfect.
“Your voice is amazing” Kyuhyun can’t help but blush at Sungmin. “Well.. I know” both of them laughed hard.
The rest of the ride was filled with warm laughter and joy. Both of them enjoying each other’s company, not realizing that they’re already submitting a different side of them to each other. And both not caring at all, all they could think of is the wonderful feeling enrapturing their hearts. Whatever it was they wanted it to stay, they hope for it to stay.
I was swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
haha i hope that was not wierd hahaha.. go add fluff in the genre hahahahaha.. seriously! i cant believe i made kyumin sing! hahaha... that wasnt even part of the story... that was just a last minute addition that came up to my mind last night haha... haay... anyways
Song: Swept away - Diane Elise