If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 9)
TITLE : If the Feeling is Gone (Chap. 9)
length : Chaptered
pairing : KyuMin (Kyuhyun & Sungmin), Siwon, EunHae, KyuWook, YeWook
genre : romance, drama, fluff
rating : PG-13
a/n: IM DISAPPOINTED WITH THIS CHAPTER. PERIOD! ... NO BETA :)
chap.8
Kyuhyun made a mental note to himself that he definitely won’t let Sungmin drink too much again as he uses his left hand to carefully maneuver the car wheel, while using his other hand to make Sungmin stay still on his chair.
It was even harder when it started raining and Sungmin started screaming that he wanted to play in the rain.
He felt like his whole life was sucked out from him when Sungmin opened the car door and attempted to run outside. He was horrified and scared that he feels like he’ll have a heart attack then he realized that they we’re stuck in traffic.
He mentally face palmed himself as he immediately pulled Sungmin back in the car and make sure that his seatbelt were tightly locked.
“Yah! Don’t you ever do that again!” Kyuhyun huffed at the now pouting Sungmin, putting his hands on his chest as he try to catch his breath. He shook his head at how crazy he acted, though he really wouldn’t know what to if something actually happened with the other.
He flinched when he felt Sungmin’s hands in his cheeks, sending electricity all trough out his body. “You’re crying.”
Kyuhyun lifted his hands on his cheeks and realize that he didn’t notice tears flowing from his eyes.
“Is it my fault?” Sungmin’s big bright orbs looked at him with guilt that he can’t help but smile at the adorable guy. He shook his head as he ruffles the other’s hair. “No, but would you please behave from now on?” Sungmin nodded in return as he sit still in his place.
Kyuhyun laughed at the other’s action as he watches the cute figure beside him.
They we’re still stuck on traffic and Kyuhyun can’t stop his self from looking at the person beside him from time to time. He can’t help but smile with the other’s cute expression, making him enjoy the view.
He then sees the other yawning so he turned to the other and carefully placed Sungmin’s head in his shoulder. “You could sleep in my shoulder if you want.”
Sungmin’s brown orbs just stared at him as if asking if it’s really fine. He just nodded, making Sungmin smile and closes his eyes and comfortably placed his head on Kyuhyun’s shoulder.
Kyuhyun was smiling for the rest of the ride as he feels a comfortable emotion in his heart, making him feel like his floating in air, wanting to be in it forever as long as the guy beside him will be there, accompanying him till the end.
*
After a long ride, they finally arrived at Sungmin’s house. Kyuhyun slowly patted Sungmin’s cheeks, waking up the cute fugure.
Sungmin immediately bolted up from his seat as he feels the electricity of warmth in Kyuhyun’s touch, sending shivers to his heart.
Kyuhyun chuckled at the action and slowly went his way to the other side of the car. He opened the door, staring at Sungmin’s beautiful face before kneeling and slowly grazing his fingers at those soft cheeks “Look what you’ve done to yourself. Don’t you ever drink this much again or you’ll really worry me. C’mon you need to go to sleep.” Kyuhyun was about to lift Sungmin up but the other pushed his arms away. “No!”
“Sungmin..”
“No! Can you please stop this?!”
“Stop what?!” Kyuhyun asked not having a clue of what Sungmin’s talking about.
Sungmin started crying making Kyuhyun worried so he immediately brought his hands to Sungmin’s face in attempt to wipe the tears away, but the other just pushed it.
“I mean this! This.. you being nice to me. You being.. this! Could you please.. please stop it already.”
“Why?” Kyuhyun’s face furrowed, not really getting what Sungmin means.
“Because you’re just giving me false hope! Your making me think that you actually care. Making me so stupid to actually think that I mean something to you.” Sungmin sobbed, making the other smile at the realization.
“But Min..” Kyuhyun softly murmured, slowly caressing Sungmin’s face. “I do care.. you do mean something to me.”
Sungmin saw the sincerity in his eyes making him burst and pushing him to the limit. He lose whatever resistance he’s still holding on, and found himself grabbing Kyuhyun’s head and crashing his lips into the other, pushing all the feelings he has been trying to hold on inside him. He just let himself get lost at the moment, devouring at the passion it gives as he felt Kyuhyun returning the kiss, just as needy as him.
He felt Kyuhyun pushed him in the car, making the older on top of Sungmin, as he captures Sungmin’s mouth, making the kiss deeper and more passionate. Both feeling an intense fire in their hearts, making them want more. Every kiss is burning with desire that’s increasing every second. And if the burning obsession isn’t extreme enough they still finds themselves wanting and needing more.
They don’t know how they got into Sungmin’s room with lips still locked in a passionate kiss, not wanting to leave each other’s. The pleasure is so immense that they don’t want to let go even for just a second. The next thing they know, they’re in Sungmin’s bed, clothes being immediately discarded. Both hands roaming at every inch of each other’s body, leaving them with a burning want to have it. It’s like a drug, so addictive, so sinfully good. There eyes filled with lust and greed for the person as they owned each and every bit of it. The two of them, willing to surrender every bit of their souls as they unite as one, Heart, soul and body being strongly binded by love.
*
Exhausted after embracing the beast, both didn’t even taught resides within them. Kyuhyun lovingly stroke Sungmin’s back as they cuddle in each others arms, both being comfortable with the warmth both bare bodies give. Kyuhyun can’t help but capture the others luscious lips again, sending overflowing emotion to the other
“I love you” Sungmin murmured in an almost whisper but loud enough to reach Kyuhyun’s heart, giving him an unexplainable high feeling he can’t really explain. Kyuhyun was stilled in his place as he watches the younger’s breath get even. Without hesitation he leans closer again, the others lips is like a magnet to his, always leaving him breathless and wanting more. Everything about Sungmin is like a drug, making him starve for more. His sweet kisses, his soft touches, and those 3 words that’s like food to his longing heart. He caresses Sungmin’s face slowly, as he pushes outside the words every part of him strongly agrees in “I love you too”
*
The other day, Kyuhyun woke up with a scent of mixed strawberries and watermelon. A big smile crawl across his handsome face as he remembers what happened last night. Sungmin and him, unity of 2 souls into one.
“Sungmin?” He traveled his eyes in the room, hoping to see the person that captured his heart.
He sighs not catching sight of the person. He felt his heart frown as he feels the sudden void in it. Ever since last night, it’s as if Sungmin already owned a part of him that he feels incomplete without the other beside him.
Kyuhyun saw his clothes, neatly folded in a chair beside the bed and saw a pink post-it attached to it.
He just smiled as he inhaled the sweet scent of Sungmin in the clothes and immediately went to the bathroom. He smiled as he feels Sungmin all through his body, smelling the younger’s soap in his body.
He decided to look around the room. He can’t help but laugh as he travel his eyes at the overly-pink filled room.
Kyuhyun then chuckled as he saw tons of crumpled post-its in a trash bin beside the table, laughing at how adorable Sungmin is.
He picked the post-it that was with the clothes earlier and neatly placed it inside his pocket, chuckling at his action, he really has fallen hard for this guy.
He then left the room hoping to see Sungmin outside.
*
Just stepping out of the room, he could already smell the appetizing aroma in the kitchen. He can’t help but smile inside as he inhales all the delicious foods Sungmin prepared. It even went wider when he saw another pink post-it, similar with the one inside the room.
Sir Kyuhyun,
I don’t know what you would like to eat so I hope you would like these simple meals I prepared.
Sungmin
He looked at the table and saw a numerous, beyond simple. mouthwatering meals and just shook his head with amusement. He was about to seat down when a man came bouncing in the kitchen, followed by another man, with a gummy grin.
He just looked at the two figures, hesitating for his next actions.
“Food!” The energetic man said hurriedly slumping down the chair after grabbing a bowl for him and as Kyuhyun guess, for the more composed guy who sat next to the other.
“Are you just going to stand there?” Kyuhyun was left gaping at the two, realizing that they were actually aware of his existence.
“Oh I’m Donghae, Sungmin’s bestfriend, and this is Eunhyukkie my boyfriend!”
“I’m Kyu-“
“Kyuhyun right?” Kyuhyun just looked at them confusedly as he hesitantly takes a sit. Donghae saw the confusion in the other’s face so he decided to explain.
“Who wouldn’t know your name?! Sungmin was too loud last night!”
Kyuhyun almost fell out off the chair as the two roared in laughter making Kyuhyun embarrassed.
“Don’t worry though. Calculating it, only 2 houses from here could have heard it, so beyond that you’re safe” Eunhyuk assured him with a wide grin, trying to fight his laughter. Thus making Kyuhyun even more flashed.
*
Kyuhyun was glad that the long embarrassing conversation with the eunhae couple was finally over. Not that he hate it. He actually enjoyed talking with the two, especially when they started spilling facts about Sungmin that makes him feel closer with the said guy. He would love to talk to them more but he is dying to see his pink lover boy and just make him stay by his side forever.
He hurriedly went outside the company’s elevator wanting to just run into his office but was immediately stopped by his brother, thick brows meeting on the edge and wearing a sheepish grin.
“Why are you late??” singsong Siwon, giving the other a knowing look.
Kyuhyun just wanted to walk away but his brother added another question
“Where did you sleep last night?” Kyuhyun just rolled his eyes “As if you still don’t know hyung” He whispered in response, making Siwon laugh.
He then continued walking only stopping when he heard Siwon shout something to him.“I’m happy for you”
Kyuhyun hid a little smile and stop before entering his office. “Hyung!” His bother looked at him pasting a wide grin upon hearing his words. “Thank you” He then continued walking inside the door knowing that everything is already fine with him and his brother.
Once inside the room, it’s as if he stepped into heaven once he caught site of the figure inside. Everything just seemed to fade away, and all that’s matter is that angel standing in the middle of the clouds, drawing his heart nearer.
Sungmin felt his heart beating non-stop as he feels another presence in the room. He didn’t even need to look around to know who it is, weird as it seems but he could feel it, it’s as if their hearts are connected that his heart knows when it’s other half is near, making his heart bouncing with joy.
Hesitant at first, he slowly faces Kyuhyun, and try his best to be calm.
He tried to act as if nothing happen and greets his boss. “Good morn-“
He didn’t have the chance to finish his act as Kyuhyun suddenly came running towards him, enveloping him in a tight hug.
“S- sir.” Sungmin pushed him as he fight his way to resist the bold screams in his heart of want toward the others action.
Kyuhyun looked at him with a hurt expression, as he feels his heart crack a little with the rejection.
Sungmin on the other hand feels his heart break even more with the hurt expression of the other, making him stutter
“I’m sorry.. last night was.. we were drank and-”
“-But I wasn’t drank.” Kyuhyun cut in making Sungmin speechless
He try his best not to cry as he hear sincerity in Kyuhyun’s hot silky voice, sending light shivers in his heart. But the tears had already finds its way out the second Kyuhyun’s long slender fingers was placed in his cheeks. The feeling makes him remember Kyuhyun’s gentle touches making him hazy and lost in the other’s spell.
Kyuhyun tilted Sungmin’s head as the latter meet with his beautiful orbs. Sungmin feel weak in his knees as he sees all the wonderful emotions in those beautiful orbs, all being send to Sungmin and him only.
“Sungmin.. I-“
*knock knock knock*
Kyuhyun wanted to ignore the noise but it got louder that Sungmin went running to open the door for the unwelcomed visitor.
“Good afternoon, is Cho Kyuhyun here?” A small guy with spiky hair asked as he tilted his head towards the room. Kyuhyun just looked confusedly at the unfamiliar man, hoping this is important because he swear he could kill the guy right now.
“Yes?” The man stood there for a second as if examining Kyuhyun before tilting his head outside and murmur something to another person. They seem to be having an argument that Kyuhyun was about to send them away but he was stopped when he saw the guy pulling his companion inside the room.
He feels his whole body stiffens as the guy slowly registers in his mind, making him stopped breathing.
The other guy was familiar and in spite of the thinner figure and the much paler skin, he will definitely not forget this man. “Ryeowook?”
length : Chaptered
pairing : KyuMin (Kyuhyun & Sungmin), Siwon, EunHae, KyuWook, YeWook
genre : romance, drama, fluff
rating : PG-13
a/n: IM DISAPPOINTED WITH THIS CHAPTER. PERIOD! ... NO BETA :)
chap.8
Kyuhyun made a mental note to himself that he definitely won’t let Sungmin drink too much again as he uses his left hand to carefully maneuver the car wheel, while using his other hand to make Sungmin stay still on his chair.
It was even harder when it started raining and Sungmin started screaming that he wanted to play in the rain.
He felt like his whole life was sucked out from him when Sungmin opened the car door and attempted to run outside. He was horrified and scared that he feels like he’ll have a heart attack then he realized that they we’re stuck in traffic.
He mentally face palmed himself as he immediately pulled Sungmin back in the car and make sure that his seatbelt were tightly locked.
“Yah! Don’t you ever do that again!” Kyuhyun huffed at the now pouting Sungmin, putting his hands on his chest as he try to catch his breath. He shook his head at how crazy he acted, though he really wouldn’t know what to if something actually happened with the other.
He flinched when he felt Sungmin’s hands in his cheeks, sending electricity all trough out his body. “You’re crying.”
Kyuhyun lifted his hands on his cheeks and realize that he didn’t notice tears flowing from his eyes.
“Is it my fault?” Sungmin’s big bright orbs looked at him with guilt that he can’t help but smile at the adorable guy. He shook his head as he ruffles the other’s hair. “No, but would you please behave from now on?” Sungmin nodded in return as he sit still in his place.
Kyuhyun laughed at the other’s action as he watches the cute figure beside him.
They we’re still stuck on traffic and Kyuhyun can’t stop his self from looking at the person beside him from time to time. He can’t help but smile with the other’s cute expression, making him enjoy the view.
He then sees the other yawning so he turned to the other and carefully placed Sungmin’s head in his shoulder. “You could sleep in my shoulder if you want.”
Sungmin’s brown orbs just stared at him as if asking if it’s really fine. He just nodded, making Sungmin smile and closes his eyes and comfortably placed his head on Kyuhyun’s shoulder.
Kyuhyun was smiling for the rest of the ride as he feels a comfortable emotion in his heart, making him feel like his floating in air, wanting to be in it forever as long as the guy beside him will be there, accompanying him till the end.
*
After a long ride, they finally arrived at Sungmin’s house. Kyuhyun slowly patted Sungmin’s cheeks, waking up the cute fugure.
Sungmin immediately bolted up from his seat as he feels the electricity of warmth in Kyuhyun’s touch, sending shivers to his heart.
Kyuhyun chuckled at the action and slowly went his way to the other side of the car. He opened the door, staring at Sungmin’s beautiful face before kneeling and slowly grazing his fingers at those soft cheeks “Look what you’ve done to yourself. Don’t you ever drink this much again or you’ll really worry me. C’mon you need to go to sleep.” Kyuhyun was about to lift Sungmin up but the other pushed his arms away. “No!”
“Sungmin..”
“No! Can you please stop this?!”
“Stop what?!” Kyuhyun asked not having a clue of what Sungmin’s talking about.
Sungmin started crying making Kyuhyun worried so he immediately brought his hands to Sungmin’s face in attempt to wipe the tears away, but the other just pushed it.
“I mean this! This.. you being nice to me. You being.. this! Could you please.. please stop it already.”
“Why?” Kyuhyun’s face furrowed, not really getting what Sungmin means.
“Because you’re just giving me false hope! Your making me think that you actually care. Making me so stupid to actually think that I mean something to you.” Sungmin sobbed, making the other smile at the realization.
“But Min..” Kyuhyun softly murmured, slowly caressing Sungmin’s face. “I do care.. you do mean something to me.”
Sungmin saw the sincerity in his eyes making him burst and pushing him to the limit. He lose whatever resistance he’s still holding on, and found himself grabbing Kyuhyun’s head and crashing his lips into the other, pushing all the feelings he has been trying to hold on inside him. He just let himself get lost at the moment, devouring at the passion it gives as he felt Kyuhyun returning the kiss, just as needy as him.
He felt Kyuhyun pushed him in the car, making the older on top of Sungmin, as he captures Sungmin’s mouth, making the kiss deeper and more passionate. Both feeling an intense fire in their hearts, making them want more. Every kiss is burning with desire that’s increasing every second. And if the burning obsession isn’t extreme enough they still finds themselves wanting and needing more.
They don’t know how they got into Sungmin’s room with lips still locked in a passionate kiss, not wanting to leave each other’s. The pleasure is so immense that they don’t want to let go even for just a second. The next thing they know, they’re in Sungmin’s bed, clothes being immediately discarded. Both hands roaming at every inch of each other’s body, leaving them with a burning want to have it. It’s like a drug, so addictive, so sinfully good. There eyes filled with lust and greed for the person as they owned each and every bit of it. The two of them, willing to surrender every bit of their souls as they unite as one, Heart, soul and body being strongly binded by love.
*
Exhausted after embracing the beast, both didn’t even taught resides within them. Kyuhyun lovingly stroke Sungmin’s back as they cuddle in each others arms, both being comfortable with the warmth both bare bodies give. Kyuhyun can’t help but capture the others luscious lips again, sending overflowing emotion to the other
“I love you” Sungmin murmured in an almost whisper but loud enough to reach Kyuhyun’s heart, giving him an unexplainable high feeling he can’t really explain. Kyuhyun was stilled in his place as he watches the younger’s breath get even. Without hesitation he leans closer again, the others lips is like a magnet to his, always leaving him breathless and wanting more. Everything about Sungmin is like a drug, making him starve for more. His sweet kisses, his soft touches, and those 3 words that’s like food to his longing heart. He caresses Sungmin’s face slowly, as he pushes outside the words every part of him strongly agrees in “I love you too”
*
The other day, Kyuhyun woke up with a scent of mixed strawberries and watermelon. A big smile crawl across his handsome face as he remembers what happened last night. Sungmin and him, unity of 2 souls into one.
“Sungmin?” He traveled his eyes in the room, hoping to see the person that captured his heart.
He sighs not catching sight of the person. He felt his heart frown as he feels the sudden void in it. Ever since last night, it’s as if Sungmin already owned a part of him that he feels incomplete without the other beside him.
Kyuhyun saw his clothes, neatly folded in a chair beside the bed and saw a pink post-it attached to it.
He just smiled as he inhaled the sweet scent of Sungmin in the clothes and immediately went to the bathroom. He smiled as he feels Sungmin all through his body, smelling the younger’s soap in his body.
He decided to look around the room. He can’t help but laugh as he travel his eyes at the overly-pink filled room.
Kyuhyun then chuckled as he saw tons of crumpled post-its in a trash bin beside the table, laughing at how adorable Sungmin is.
He picked the post-it that was with the clothes earlier and neatly placed it inside his pocket, chuckling at his action, he really has fallen hard for this guy.
He then left the room hoping to see Sungmin outside.
*
Just stepping out of the room, he could already smell the appetizing aroma in the kitchen. He can’t help but smile inside as he inhales all the delicious foods Sungmin prepared. It even went wider when he saw another pink post-it, similar with the one inside the room.
Sir Kyuhyun,
I don’t know what you would like to eat so I hope you would like these simple meals I prepared.
Sungmin
He looked at the table and saw a numerous, beyond simple. mouthwatering meals and just shook his head with amusement. He was about to seat down when a man came bouncing in the kitchen, followed by another man, with a gummy grin.
He just looked at the two figures, hesitating for his next actions.
“Food!” The energetic man said hurriedly slumping down the chair after grabbing a bowl for him and as Kyuhyun guess, for the more composed guy who sat next to the other.
“Are you just going to stand there?” Kyuhyun was left gaping at the two, realizing that they were actually aware of his existence.
“Oh I’m Donghae, Sungmin’s bestfriend, and this is Eunhyukkie my boyfriend!”
“I’m Kyu-“
“Kyuhyun right?” Kyuhyun just looked at them confusedly as he hesitantly takes a sit. Donghae saw the confusion in the other’s face so he decided to explain.
“Who wouldn’t know your name?! Sungmin was too loud last night!”
Kyuhyun almost fell out off the chair as the two roared in laughter making Kyuhyun embarrassed.
“Don’t worry though. Calculating it, only 2 houses from here could have heard it, so beyond that you’re safe” Eunhyuk assured him with a wide grin, trying to fight his laughter. Thus making Kyuhyun even more flashed.
*
Kyuhyun was glad that the long embarrassing conversation with the eunhae couple was finally over. Not that he hate it. He actually enjoyed talking with the two, especially when they started spilling facts about Sungmin that makes him feel closer with the said guy. He would love to talk to them more but he is dying to see his pink lover boy and just make him stay by his side forever.
He hurriedly went outside the company’s elevator wanting to just run into his office but was immediately stopped by his brother, thick brows meeting on the edge and wearing a sheepish grin.
“Why are you late??” singsong Siwon, giving the other a knowing look.
Kyuhyun just wanted to walk away but his brother added another question
“Where did you sleep last night?” Kyuhyun just rolled his eyes “As if you still don’t know hyung” He whispered in response, making Siwon laugh.
He then continued walking only stopping when he heard Siwon shout something to him.“I’m happy for you”
Kyuhyun hid a little smile and stop before entering his office. “Hyung!” His bother looked at him pasting a wide grin upon hearing his words. “Thank you” He then continued walking inside the door knowing that everything is already fine with him and his brother.
Once inside the room, it’s as if he stepped into heaven once he caught site of the figure inside. Everything just seemed to fade away, and all that’s matter is that angel standing in the middle of the clouds, drawing his heart nearer.
Sungmin felt his heart beating non-stop as he feels another presence in the room. He didn’t even need to look around to know who it is, weird as it seems but he could feel it, it’s as if their hearts are connected that his heart knows when it’s other half is near, making his heart bouncing with joy.
Hesitant at first, he slowly faces Kyuhyun, and try his best to be calm.
He tried to act as if nothing happen and greets his boss. “Good morn-“
He didn’t have the chance to finish his act as Kyuhyun suddenly came running towards him, enveloping him in a tight hug.
“S- sir.” Sungmin pushed him as he fight his way to resist the bold screams in his heart of want toward the others action.
Kyuhyun looked at him with a hurt expression, as he feels his heart crack a little with the rejection.
Sungmin on the other hand feels his heart break even more with the hurt expression of the other, making him stutter
“I’m sorry.. last night was.. we were drank and-”
“-But I wasn’t drank.” Kyuhyun cut in making Sungmin speechless
He try his best not to cry as he hear sincerity in Kyuhyun’s hot silky voice, sending light shivers in his heart. But the tears had already finds its way out the second Kyuhyun’s long slender fingers was placed in his cheeks. The feeling makes him remember Kyuhyun’s gentle touches making him hazy and lost in the other’s spell.
Kyuhyun tilted Sungmin’s head as the latter meet with his beautiful orbs. Sungmin feel weak in his knees as he sees all the wonderful emotions in those beautiful orbs, all being send to Sungmin and him only.
“Sungmin.. I-“
*knock knock knock*
Kyuhyun wanted to ignore the noise but it got louder that Sungmin went running to open the door for the unwelcomed visitor.
“Good afternoon, is Cho Kyuhyun here?” A small guy with spiky hair asked as he tilted his head towards the room. Kyuhyun just looked confusedly at the unfamiliar man, hoping this is important because he swear he could kill the guy right now.
“Yes?” The man stood there for a second as if examining Kyuhyun before tilting his head outside and murmur something to another person. They seem to be having an argument that Kyuhyun was about to send them away but he was stopped when he saw the guy pulling his companion inside the room.
He feels his whole body stiffens as the guy slowly registers in his mind, making him stopped breathing.
The other guy was familiar and in spite of the thinner figure and the much paler skin, he will definitely not forget this man. “Ryeowook?”