I'm home. thank god for that ( Read more... )

I just had a miserable internal battle over whether to call Eric. and I said no. I hate this. I want to go home, right now. right this instant. I can't stand being here any longer. I'm gonna lose it ( Read more... )

again with the need to cry and the lack of tears ( Read more... )

thank goodness tomorrow is friday ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna be okay. I just wish he would respond when I talk to him. but I'm going to give it awhile before I actually call him. like a long time. I don't think I'll ever get him to call me again; I can't really explain that. anyway. enough now ( Read more... )

I'm going home tomorrow! I get to see everyone! I get to see Eric! I am so happy. I think I might actually sleep tonight too. see you when I see you. and maybe cross your fingers for me ( Read more... )

tomorrow I got home for the first time in a month. I am so excited! I miss everyone so much. only crappy part is the fact that I have to get up at freaking 7am so my dad can drive me from his work to the train station. frick. another thing on the "laundry list" of things he does for me. I'd rather take the damn bus. anyway I shan't complain ( Read more... )

home in three days.
please oh please, quickly quickly.
and don't disappoint.

the discussion didn't go exactly the way I wanted but my parents said I can go if I can get someone to pick me up from salem. I texted erin and she said she could do it. thank god. I'm going to visit linfield. thank you god ( Read more... )

Dear 2008 ( Read more... )