hey.  i know i've been kind of patchy with my posting lately, and i've finally come up with the reason why.  i don't want you to be upset or anything.  you've done the best you can.  but, blog, the reason i haven't been telling you things is because i feel like i can't trust you.

i know, i know.  and i'm sorry.  it's absurd.  i know of two people ( Read more... )

who blogs?  my god.  who blogs?  seriously.  like, it used to be such a big thing, like, remember xanga?  man, that shit was cool.  now, it's pretty lame.

i do.

oh.  sorry.

no, it's cool.  it's cool.

so, like, what do you blog about?

i don't know, i don't do it all the time.  mostly just my life, i guess.  or when i find something interesting.

oh, ( Read more... )

the last time i updated was precisely two months ago ( Read more... )

wow, weird.  everything lately has been so strange.  i don't know if this is the status quo changing, or if i am imagining it to be such.

but i hope it isn't.

nights like this are the reason why i made this livejournal ( Read more... )

i am experiencing drone music for the first time, and i'm feeling kind of weird ( Read more... )

bonjour, 2008.  j'espere que vous serez magnifique, parce je ne saurai pas quoi faire si vous ne le serez pas.

it's 2008 now.  the year i graduate, the year i turn eighteen, the year i leave home and fly away to college.  oh bother.

this is epic.

new year's eve was beautiful.  i was with great friends, some greater than others, but i did not get to ( Read more... )

is the result of a bite from an infected mosquito.

infected mosquitos collect in standing water.

i have been sitting in a puddle of stagnant water since august.

it is only a matter of time before i am bit.

if i don't go to sleep tonight then i don't have to wake up tomorrow.  they will blend together seamlessly in a haze of tired, useless blurs.

i wish i had the tenacitycouragegutsballs to do it.

i will sleep.  i will wake up.  i will question why i am still in high school, why i learn nothing, why i waste seven hours of my day, why i must go, why i ( Read more... )

hi, blog.  i hope you're doing well; i would ask you how your life is going but i'm here to be selfish and talk about my things and pay no regard to your state of being.

now that my intentions are widely broadcast...let us begin.

this past week was thanksgiving break.  tuesday night through monday morning were glorious days of freedom and friends.  i ( Read more... )