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if i don't go to sleep tonight then i don't have to wake up tomorrow. they will blend together seamlessly in a haze of tired, useless blurs.
i wish i had the tenacitycouragegutsballs to do it.
i will sleep. i will wake up. i will question why i am still in high school, why i learn nothing, why i waste seven hours of my day, why i must go, why i must do ________ and ________, day in and day out.
if i never go to sleep i must never wake up.
never will i experience this unpleasant phenomenon again.
i miss the days when i would wake up with a renewed sense of purpose-renewedsense-sense at all.
what happens when upside down becomes right side up?
i'll tell you ifwhen it happens to me to you to us all.