To delay dealing for one more day. To suppress, oppress, repress the imagery, memories and nagging persistent thoughts that lurk and loom. To find that oblivion where digits are numb, speech is slurred and breathing is slowed to a shallow lilt; but not so stop completely...so that in desperation it can be relived again tomorrow.

We had a fantastic organizational meeting the day before yesterday. Things are falling into place. I went out afterwards to hang out at Troy's then go to Cousin's and see Pat Mac and celebrate T's b-day. He is back from his bike trip across the US and Mexico. I have a huge place in my heart for all my hard-core cycling friends. At Troy's Aaron ( Read more... )

The only thing broken is my spirits. Dang. I have been bedridden with flu for the second time since December. I do so many things right on the health level but either what I'm doing wrong is really wrong, or I've got a whack of bad karma to deal with or repression and overwork aren't working anymore and my brain and body are going on strike. ( Read more... )

Honestly not sure what is up with me. Gotta love people who use their livejournals to analyze themselves. Verdicts in - I'm losing weight. I hope it is the right kind of weight, the ooo she is getting foxy weight and not the 'where did all my muscles go' weight ( Read more... )

Well, it is -46C and the busses are running infrequently because it is Sunday. This is not stopping me from taking two busses to get to the naked body painting party! Yay! A bunch of girls from the women's centre are getting together to get naked, paint ourselves up, and make beaufiful art for international women's week.

When will I learn that drinking is not an appropriate way to chase away the blues? Sheesh, I've got a headache the size of freaking Montana - assuming that Montana is a big place and what-not. I am going to eat some delicious oatmeal and vow to make some goals for next week that involve revisiting my coping strategies.

I need a hug and there is no one here to hug me!!!!!!!!!!!

I despise cruel and malicious money grabs. The woman on the corner begging for money to feed her baby - then you find out the baby is actually a bundle of towels - makes you feel like a jack-ass. I Hate doubting people who might be need. I dislike that I have gotten good at spotting a scheme. These people are surely some of the reasons why so ( Read more... )

Someone set the temp to 21. I know I didn't, and my sweet little guinea pig would have to pull over a chair, and frankly-he's too busy eating and being cute...That leaves Mitchell. What type of corrective therapy should I use to alter his behaviour this time? Be as creative and devious as you like in your suggestions. Muaahahahahahahahahahahaha

Well I am certainly transitioning into another phase of the year like only students can do. My coop with Foreign Affairs and International Trade Canada has come to a close. I have made amazing contacts and friends and I appreciate that they were able to show me that work environments outside of my control can be healthy. It was absolutely ( Read more... )