So. I have overcome my debilitating depression. I described my depression like a belly-flop, something that, despite being expected, hurts hard and fast, but then you're surrounded by comfort and feel better.

Thanks to everyone, including Jeanette.

So. I didn't get a call back, but Alex did.

I cried a lot last night. I've been having fits so far today where something will spur tears again and I have to push them back. So far, it sucks.

It hurts feeling as though I worked harder, prepared longer and more than anyone else (knowing that I did prepare more than a lot of the ones who received ( Read more... )

Tiffany apologized for everything this past weekend. Fascinating ( Read more... )

I have another six page paper due for hip hop. This one is a little easier because it's a close reading of a song we get to choose. If y'all know me, you know I am so good at making things wordy and over-analyzing things. WELL, in close readings, over-analysis is welcome. It's mostly interpretation and I'm a champ ( Read more... )

Tiffany yelled at me a lot this week. I didn't like it, and have created the habit of going to the gym whenever she comes home. It is a healthy habit. I am also in the habit of leaving when she yells at me regardless of if it is time to go or not ( Read more... )

It has been announced that I should be the one cleaning the bathroom although my roommate showers twice a day and I hardly ever shower in the bathroom ( Read more... )

It has been announced that the couches and the TV will be removed from the apartment within the month.

It is 9PM and I'm tired.

I haven't felt this oddly down since high school. The only drastic changes I could see is 1) the weather and 2) I'm off birth control.

The weather can't explain it, because I was doing pretty well in San Francisco.

..stupid birth control.

Before the clock reached 8, I thought it was 11 already. *yawn*

It is almost 11PM. I am sitting on my laptop, updating a journal online for class. I hear keys in the door and think "great. she's home." LIES. or at least misconception ( Read more... )

Oh yes. Oh yes do I love. I've been going all over the internets finding things I love. I am doing this because I do NOT love my 6 page paper on the origin of hip hop and it's 5 elements (breakdancing, mc'in, dj'in, graffiti, and knowledge). Mostly because I haven't been taught anything about it so it's completely research ( Read more... )