i haven't updated in a long fucking time, alot has gone on. I just got back from a 9-month recovery program, it fucking sucked, me and 19 other girls. There was so much lesbian action in that place, it was crazy. I did take part in the activities, i had a girlfriend in there. We went out for like 8 months, she left in july. She led me on and on and ( Read more... )

been through alot of stuff, on house arrest, i'm going to a program in December, and life is peachey ( Read more... )

I'm so amped, yeah ok 7:30 isn't that big of a deal, but it means that I am that much closer to getting done with drug court and moving on with my fucking life. My new way of life, not my smoking everyday, lazy, getting nothing done ever kind of ways. I really want to be able to walk up and get my one year of sobriety chip ( Read more... )

omg, life cannot be any better right now. I'm done with rehab, and i'm getting a job tomorrow so i'll get out of school at 8:46 on white days and 10:24 on green days ( Read more... )

I had a fun weekend, and i had my actual first day of summer, and my last but it was fun. I hung out with Alex, and we just caught up, we haven't seen each other since elementary school, and we just chilled at the beach at the best spot, definately going to be a smoking spot later on. Then he dropped me off at Natalies, and omg that bitch is crazy ( Read more... )

Remembering the good times and taco nights ( Read more... )

The truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

I just want to get through school and onto bigger and better things. I want to get away from this town, far away. I need to change my life around.........

All I can do in the center is think, think about anything and everything. Yeah sure I'm sober and I'm alive, but I'm not complete. My drugs did help me with my sorrows, and it helped me get through my days,but did it really help me? No it didn't, it gave me more problems and caused me even more sorrow. Yeah I didn't really know how to deal with my ( Read more... )

where do i fucking begin, besides the fact that I've been in rehab for over 2 fucking months now. Over summer break to mention, and it fucking blows. Thank-you drug court so much. I have a little less than a month left and i'm so grateful. Everynight that I'm in there I think about what I was doing summer last year and I just miss it so much, and ( Read more... )