out there....

Sep 15, 2006 09:44

i haven't updated in a long fucking time, alot has gone on. I just got back from a 9-month recovery program, it fucking sucked, me and 19 other girls. There was so much lesbian action in that place, it was crazy. I did take part in the activities, i had a girlfriend in there. We went out for like 8 months, she left in july. She led me on and on and told me she loved me, she even asked me to marry her before she left. but i haven't heard from her so she was just trying to pass the time i guess. but i had really fallen for this girl so fuck her whatever. well i'm gay. i try to have sex with more guys to maybe see if maybe i will like it, but it gets worse everytime.
I've been talking to this girl named Lindsay and she is awesome. Like i really like her and i'm hoping that something will transpire.
- To all my "friends", your not really a friend if you leave my side just because i'm gay. And if you do then we were never friends to begin with. I'm not going to try to hit on you or get with you. I got mines, and she is sexy as hell. Nothing changes between us, i'm still katie o, i just have a different sexual preference.
Anyways, well i'm still sober until i get off probation, but on my nineteenth birthday i'm having a big bang, off papers and out of the system...so fucking stoaked. October 17th!!!
Peace, be safe and careful!
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