Rehab

Jul 09, 2005 22:40

where do i fucking begin, besides the fact that I've been in rehab for over 2 fucking months now. Over summer break to mention, and it fucking blows. Thank-you drug court so much. I have a little less than a month left and i'm so grateful. Everynight that I'm in there I think about what I was doing summer last year and I just miss it so much, and the summer before last because they were both the best summers ever. Due majorly because of drugs. But there was lots of alcohol also. I sit and I glamorfy my drug use, and I think as soon as I get out of there I'm gonna right back to what I was. But I can't via Drug Court so I'll be clean for a while. I'm meeting lots of interesting people though, sober people if you will.This one girl is like," yeah dude I got some DXM for this weekend!!" I'm like cool, there really are some characters in this place, but they are all growing on me, my little rehab family. I'll be on day-treatment in a week, then I'll be completely done. So people be ready when I get out cause, I haven't left my parents sight in 2 fucking months, or anybody's sight for that matter, and I need to go out and be free. Yeah so I'm looking forward to a good week this week at the vince smith center so I'll be out sooner. Holla- catch me when I get outta rehab!!!!!!!!!
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