break on through to the other side
Remembering the good times and taco nights,
not just the feelings it would give me,
or how whenever i think of them i get all tingly inside.
But the memories which were made, and i guess just the freedom I had
before fucking drug court.
Staying out all night, not giving a fuck what happened, because
it felt so right.
Thats probably how i got in the place that i am in, but if you ask me
if i had the chance to take it all back, i wouldn't change a god damn
thing. Except maybe failing arbitration, but just cuz it prolonged me smoking pot, and i'm a fucking stoner. I would take back getting shit-faced drunk
with Susie the last day i had freedom, because that day is what put me in fucking rehab. But I met some wackos , and some people who are in the same boat as I am. Everyone says that they have brainwashed me, and shit, but honestly they fucking stick me with juveniles which have way more problems that I could ever imagine.
Shit just makes me want to use even more. Probly to rebel, because when I get home its not life omfg i need to get drunk, but i think that I am missing out on so much while i have been in there.I know i'm gonna be 18 but nobody expects to be in fucking rehab their summer before senior year, i just beat myselfover that shit every day.
But i'm over it now, gotta live for today, not the past,only i have control
of what comes next.
Might be graduating aug 5th, as Krysta always says, pray for me, cause i'm
over fucking rehab.
not just the feelings it would give me,
or how whenever i think of them i get all tingly inside.
But the memories which were made, and i guess just the freedom I had
before fucking drug court.
Staying out all night, not giving a fuck what happened, because
it felt so right.
Thats probably how i got in the place that i am in, but if you ask me
if i had the chance to take it all back, i wouldn't change a god damn
thing. Except maybe failing arbitration, but just cuz it prolonged me smoking pot, and i'm a fucking stoner. I would take back getting shit-faced drunk
with Susie the last day i had freedom, because that day is what put me in fucking rehab. But I met some wackos , and some people who are in the same boat as I am. Everyone says that they have brainwashed me, and shit, but honestly they fucking stick me with juveniles which have way more problems that I could ever imagine.
Shit just makes me want to use even more. Probly to rebel, because when I get home its not life omfg i need to get drunk, but i think that I am missing out on so much while i have been in there.I know i'm gonna be 18 but nobody expects to be in fucking rehab their summer before senior year, i just beat myselfover that shit every day.
But i'm over it now, gotta live for today, not the past,only i have control
of what comes next.
Might be graduating aug 5th, as Krysta always says, pray for me, cause i'm
over fucking rehab.