My end of year recap ( Read more... )

(love/relationships/sex ( Read more... )

Well, things are just getting worse ( Read more... )

Ha, the old thoughts are coming back in huge fucking packs. I'm literally forcing myself to eat. When I go up bed it takes all my control not to pull out an old "friend" which I have several times. I want to drink again. I want to be a whore. School can seriously go fuck itself, I'm tired of it and being the "smart kid". Hey, guess what? I'm not ( Read more... )

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at ( Read more... )

Nothing matters anymore. Nothing.

Let's see...I haven't updated in quite some time. So now, now I'll do a fairly long overview of my past weeks ( Read more... )

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10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately ( Read more... )

I find it really funny how in the past 7 months of misery, I was ready to die. Then just when I reached my lowest point, I find someone amazing...And of the three people most involved in said situation, I am the only one that's okay...I'm going to make it through this. I'm going to be happy and whole again. I already gained 5 of the 30 pounds I ( Read more... )