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My end of year recap.
January:
My year started out with Rob's party...I met Jack and Alicia for the first time.
I was nervous..stayed off to the side. Eventually, they had me and Jack make out.
It was the most amazing thing ever to that point. I slapped Rob, he picked me up, our usual chaos. I left.
Five days later,(January 5) I asked him to my social and to be my boyfriend. He said yes. All was good. I was happy. We went on a double date to Phantom of the Opera; it was amazing. He was perfect. A week after we went to the mall with Rob, Alicia, Ted, and Amanda. It was chaotic but fun, I met his friend Teresa. Still happy.
January 21- My social. I got my hair done, wore a dress and heels...He was gorgeous too, no different than any other time. The dance was a blur of kisses and a few dances.One was incredible; we were dancing and he kissed me, and there was nothing else. Noone and nothing.
If I had died that night, I would have died with the thought that my life was perfect and complete.
January 25-He broke up with me. I begged him to stay, for an hour or more. He left. I was alone.
I started to cut and diet again.
Rob and Alicia were there for me.
That was my January.
January:
My year started out with Rob's party...I met Jack and Alicia for the first time.
I was nervous..stayed off to the side. Eventually, they had me and Jack make out.
It was the most amazing thing ever to that point. I slapped Rob, he picked me up, our usual chaos. I left.
Five days later,(January 5) I asked him to my social and to be my boyfriend. He said yes. All was good. I was happy. We went on a double date to Phantom of the Opera; it was amazing. He was perfect. A week after we went to the mall with Rob, Alicia, Ted, and Amanda. It was chaotic but fun, I met his friend Teresa. Still happy.
January 21- My social. I got my hair done, wore a dress and heels...He was gorgeous too, no different than any other time. The dance was a blur of kisses and a few dances.One was incredible; we were dancing and he kissed me, and there was nothing else. Noone and nothing.
If I had died that night, I would have died with the thought that my life was perfect and complete.
January 25-He broke up with me. I begged him to stay, for an hour or more. He left. I was alone.
I started to cut and diet again.
Rob and Alicia were there for me.
That was my January.