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I find it really funny how in the past 7 months of misery, I was ready to die. Then just when I reached my lowest point, I find someone amazing...And of the three people most involved in said situation, I am the only one that's okay...I'm going to make it through this. I'm going to be happy and whole again. I already gained 5 of the 30 pounds I lost back...I stopped being so horribly destructive to myself...I'm being treated the way I should be treated and I'm with Dan, who makes me happy again...The others are still in misery and suffering, but not me. I'm sill hurting...seven months of pain to work through...But maybe now I'll really be able to move on with my life...forget all the pain and everything I went through without forgetting. I'll never forget-I'm learning from this still. Once I'm done dealing with the past seven months, I can go further back and work through the deeper, older hurts. I owe this to so many of you...to Zean, and Rob and Alicia, and Amy, and Anna, and Pat, and of course, Dan. You all helped me through the hardest months of my teenage life.
Dan Vigent
9.4.05
one week as of today...
Dan Vigent
9.4.05
one week as of today...