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Sep 29, 2005 17:02

Let's see...I haven't updated in quite some time. So now, now I'll do a fairly long overview of my past weeks.
First of all, there was LOCOBAZOOKA. Fucking amazing. Got up insanely early, went to Dan's for like 10 minutes before Sean picked us up and drove us. Saw an unbelievable number of hot goth chicks. Listened to a bunch of amazing bands- Ill Nino, Disturbed, Jaded and Smile Empty Soul completely owned. Got to cuddle and kiss my boy all day. Chilled with Amy, James and Adam, briefly saw Pat.
The week after, I went to Justin's with Dan...more cuddling, kissing. Toss in some Bedazzled, mini cheeseburgers, stupid boys, video games, Justin chasing shiny objects. Pretty funny.
This past week, Dan has come over my house twice. Both times were amazing. He's amazing. Understanding and all that. Protective, relaxed...he's actually rather similar to me. We'll have been together a month this week.



So yeah...otherwise, school and stuff's been pretty good. I don't get to see many of my friends from last..I especially miss Zean, T, and Shilo. Got MCAS scores today, I got 246 in both Math and English. I'm pretty happy about that.
I haven't hung out with Robbie and Alicia in awhile. But hopefully soon...
I also haven't talked to Jack in a long time. I miss it, in a way, but in another, I don't. I'm finally seeing the damage he caused and getting my life back together. The whole thing with him, be it our relationship or the days and nights that we had some semblance of a relationship, the pain...it all feels like it happened to someone else. Maybe it did, in a way...I'm not the same person I was before. None of us are, really. We've all been touched and changed somehow, no matter how small. Friendships have become closer, others destroyed. No matter what though, the only way to look at it is: life. Just life. Live, learn, and grow. There will be times when you get hurt-when you don't think you can go on. But if you're lucky like I am, you'll have good friends to stand by your side and make you keep going, no matter what. Friends that are true til the end...like Robbie, Alicia, Anna, and Amy. The truest of the true. I love them, so much. They are my world.

okays...I'm done here. Ta, dolls.
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