I hate how you can never ever ever get over your first love. I hate how Mason and I were so far apart. I hate how I fell so damn hard. I hate how he stoled me heart. I hate how he gave me his. I hate how he loved me too. I hate how his voice always made me happy. I hate how he made me feel like I was so fucking special. I hate how we couldnt make ( Read more... )

You ever think that sometimes mornings come too soon? And you dont want to go to bed because you know it's going to be different when you wake up? Weird feeling. It's like eating a really good apple and you dont want to finish this apple because then it's all gone. What a gay analogy. Yeuh.

( look at Lex ... she can write )

word of advice.
ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES

I seriously am turning lesbian.

I stayed home from school today because I felt sick, I still feel ew in my stomach but I'll be alright I guess ( Read more... )

Nathen comming by last night was really nice. We looked at the moon together then started fighting in my back yard. I know I won, but he still thinks he did. We talked alot, which was...refreshing. Back in the day when we were super close, Nathen was always the one I talked to, and I was always the one he talked to. I guess it was like we both ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. Which is nothing new, however it still blows. And I have no smokes, which makes it 10 times worse. Today just sucked. I realized I'm pretty antisocial. I dont enjoy making new friends, I just tend to stay with the ones I've always known. So yeah. Tomorrow Nathen and Nik are comming down. They were suppose to come today but Nathen ( Read more... )

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You meet people throughout your life, most of them fuck you over and tear open your chest, rip out your heart, and do a victory dance on top of it. Others make this amazing nesting spot inside of you and never leave. Sometimes you give up on people for the reasons that still confuse you. You try for too long to get what you want only to realize two ( Read more... )

Ah today was so stellar. Nathen came over around 5 and we went over to his house and hung out. I got pictures.
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