I changed journals again because I'm a rockstar.

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( recap of 2004 )

Wow, last night was really fun for me. I think I actually woke up happy, and went to bed happy as well. I know the fact that this person is the reason for it may not be the best, but i missed feeling good. And I no longer care about certain things, because I know that right now, no relationship I have can work out, so I dont really want one at all ( Read more... )

so bianca came over. that was nice.
and we were in my room. and we were talking. and i go.

NICK LOVES ME
then all of a sudden at the same time, she laugh and was like "WHOA NO. CHRIS LOVES MEBecause we were talking about Nick, and I was going to say something about Nick then Chris popped into my head so I was like NICK instead of CHRIS you know? ( Read more... )

it's settled. in the spring, i'm moving to Pickering Canada. I will find a nice little apartment. I will get a good job. Paul and I will hang out. Chris and I will makeout. I will go to school and do fucking awesome. I will major in psycology and be a fucking wonderful doctor. I will be happy. And I will be complete. And that is exactly the way it ( Read more... )

go figure. he wakes up then gets sent to ICU and no one knows why and no one will tell us ( Read more... )

I WISH I COULD TELL HIM THAT I WANT HIM TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT.

NIKOLAS WOKE UP!

garg! I was in his room, alone because Nathen and Michael went to buy smokes, and Niks mother went to get something to eat. And I was srota talking outloud and I was like "Asshole. You could atleast move" and then his hand moved. Which kind of freaked me out a little. then I was like "Okay, Now you can open your eyes" and then I ( Read more... )

emo scratched: lex, haha, if i was your next door neighbor, i'd bring you donuts and coffee...and we couldtalk everymorning and play yahtzee or tic tac toe
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Addicted Heart: Short people have a low sperm count, so. That's good for me
Gavvz12: Is that true?
Addicted Heart: I dont know. I hope soGavvz12: Wait, .. why is that good for you? ( Read more... )

you think it's weird?
what?
I love Mason. Right? Loved. And, I could always say "i love you" to him. All the time, at fist it was weird but whatever.
and?
I cant tell Nick. I mean, I try you know? I work up the courage and then I'll look at him or hear his voice and I lose my balls. I can type it ... I dont know if that's weird or not though ( Read more... )