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Wow, last night was really fun for me. I think I actually woke up happy, and went to bed happy as well. I know the fact that this person is the reason for it may not be the best, but i missed feeling good. And I no longer care about certain things, because I know that right now, no relationship I have can work out, so I dont really want one at all. And what I have with him now, is good enough. Chris makes me feel pretty good too. I notice when I speak with him, I smile...alot. I sort of missed having an actual crush. I just think it's weird, I love someone, yet, like another. It's cool
FIRSTS.
First best friend: Probably Bianca, and she still is
First real kiss: Steven Ellis
First screen name: haha, i dont remember
First self purchased CD: probably Nsync or some lame group
First pets: RAINBOW, my bird
First tattoo: ask me in a year
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Pink Floyde
.LASTS.
Last car ride: Comming home from places
Last kiss: last night with him..
Last good cry: oh man. it's been atleast a month
Last library book checked out: haha
Last movie seen: actual movie? Eternal Sunshine for like 5th time now
Last beverage drank: root beer
Last food consumed: chips
Last crush: erm. Chris and Brandon are crushes
Last phone call: <3
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: boots because I couldnt find my other ones
Last cd played: Nicks CD i think
Last item bought: um...pens?
Last annoyance: I havent gotten annoyed in awhile, thats so odd
Last disappointment: Nik falling back into a coma =(
Last shirt worn: a green beaver shirt lol
Last website visited: myspace
Last word you said: bye
Last song you sang: HER NAME IS YOSHIMI
What color socks are you wearing? white
What color of underwear are you wearing? white
What time did you wake up today? I dont know, I kept waking up because someone snores like a cunt
FUTURE
Where do you want to go? Canada...and England
What is your career going to be? psycology or something like that
Where are you going to live? CANADA....far far away from here
How many kids do you want? ummm ... 0
CURRENT
Current mood: I am tired
Current taste: cigarettes and soda
Current hair: it's crap but i'm still sexy ahha
Current clothes: bum pants and a sweater
[ full name ] Alexandra Lyn Valles
[ spell your full name backwards ] Sellas Nyl Ardnaxela
[the user name reason?] um, scars are tracks? i uno
[ birthday ] November 21st
[ gender ] female
[ status ] single forever
[ where do you live?] DePue Illinois....FUN FUCKING PLACE
[ 4 words that describe you ] honest. mean. nice. myself
[ hair color ] erm. it's brownish i guess
[ zodiac sign ] Scorpio
[ heritage ] German, Irish, Portagueese? Indian, Mexican,
last person
[ you touched ] my mom
[ you talked to ] my mom
[you hugged ] aw. Nick
[you kissed] Nick
[ you instant messaged ] erm jessica IM'd me
[ you yelled at ] probably nick
either - or
[ righty or lefty ] righty
[ innie or outtie ] innie, outties are ..weird
[ thong or ] or what?
[ pepsi or coke ] pepsi
[McDonald’s or burger king ] McDonalds
[ single or group dates ] single?
are you
[ understanding ] for the most part
[ open-minded ] for the most part
[ arrogant ] kind of
[ insecure ] not as much as i once was
[ interesting ] i could be
[ random ] a little too random
[ smart ] not in school
[ moody ] oh yeah, pretty damn moody
[ childish ] i can be
[ independent ] erm, at certain things in life
[ hard working ] when i want to be
[ organized ] yeah right.
[ healthy ] HAH. I'll be dead in 4 years due to bad lungs..so no
[ emotionally stable] not right now
[ shy ] hah, when it comes to certain people
[ attractive ] oh fuck yeah. i'm fucking hot....joking. i guess i'm decent
[ bored easily ] oh yeah
[ thirsty ] i always am. is that normal?
[ responsible ] yes .
[ obsessed ] only with one thing
[ angry ] i get angry alot
[ sad ] i get sad alot too
[ happy ] i dont get happy alot
[ hyper ] if someone was here, then probably
[ trusting ] very
[ talkative ] depends who it is
Who do you want to
[ get real wasted with ] Michael and them, because I LOVE getting wasted with them
[ get high with ] no one
[ look like ] no one
[ talk to offline ] Dave. Chris. maybe Nick. Brandon
[ talk to online ] i dont care
best
[ kisser] hm, it's a mix between Nick and Kyle
[ personality ] Michael, definitly Michael, or Nik
[ smile ] i uno. Nicholas has a really great smile
[ eyes ] yeah Nick again
have you ever
[ kissed in the rain ] No, but I want too, and I will...one day
[ thought about someone so much you annoyed yourself ] haha yes
[ talked about someone to the point of people telling you to shut up ] yes :(
[ watched the stars with someone ] Jordan and I did it all the time
[ cried because you were so happy ] no
[ been in love, but it wasn’t returned ] RIGHT IN THIS FUCKING MOMENT...crap feeling
[ kept something that smelled so you could smell it when you missed that person] my pillow smells like nick...does that count?
[ gone out on a date ] not really
[ eaten an entire box of oreos ] not an entire box alone
[ eaten sushi ] no
[ been on stage ] hah yea
[ been dumped ] mhm
[ gone skating ] Skateboarding..
[ made homemade cookies ] haha hells yes
[ been in love ] Mason and Nick that = two
[ gone skinny dipping ] haha yes
[ dyed your hair ] like a buhzillion times
[ gotten beaten up ] Nah. Every fight I've been in, I've never gotten hurt. I'm a hardass
[ changed yourself to fit in ] I've never fallen into that type of thing, which is probably the one thing i really like about myself.