I downloaded "the light and the glass" by coheed and cambria. i almost forgot how much that song reminded me of mason. .... i hate how time moves ( Read more... )

i just hope everything happens for a reason, and that even though we have to do things we really dont want to, that it makes us stronger and better. throwing things away....it shouldnt happen. but it does. and i still cant understand how the ones who make our heart hurt a little become the ones we never want to live without. or how, even though we ( Read more... )

Bianca and I are getting close again, her and Jayse are ending which I knew that was happening. I hope her and Andy can get back to whatever they were, I really liked him much better ( Read more... )

Friday night was....one of those things that words cant really explain. I hate missing someone when they're right next to you. And thinking about them non stop when they're not next to you. I hate how my heart works better when that person is around. I hate the way the has the power to make me so incredibly happy, but cant see it, and how..although ( Read more... )

I locked our keys in the car today. I thought that was funny because it happens to us alot. .... At the moment I'm pretty..content. I know this weeked I have plans, and that even if both fail, I have back up ones. And they are all going to rock. And i....i dont know. I just feel okay for once, even if I dont look nor act it.

( I just ... i dont know )

so i was cleaning my room today, and making my turtles home prettier. And just when I was done and ready to light up a smoke, I look at my finger and it's covered in blood. Idk what i did, but now it's all gross. meh. i failed my chem test, yet i got the only A on my english essays. makes sense how i am great at one thing and suck at everything ( Read more... )

gr. i dont know what to do. really really clueless on this one. meh. but in other shitty news, I found out that my smoking habbits do indeed affect my lung problems. I'm just knocking off the years until I croak. I wont even be making it to college at this rate. meh. I'm quitting for my birthday though, I have to ( Read more... )

The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw, my inability to change. I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone ( Read more... )

I've been doing alot of thinking about College for some reason, and I've got it narrowed down to three schools. I feel super strong about them, so It's going to be hard to decide. Either, I want to go to Florida state and study Psycology, or, LA/England to study Film. I dont know though ( Read more... )

Enough with being a puss. I even wanted to get a new journal so I wont have to look at this. Haha. But I'll live, nothing is better than memories... I let other people become too much a part of my life. I'll keep being the way I am until I move to Florida, except maybe I'll start making more friends. This weekend I'm going to go drinking with a few ( Read more... )