Comments | saveyoursanity: we're going crazy and we're going today

saveyoursanity

we're going crazy and we're going today

Jan 15, 2008 05:08

Damnit. I wake up at 9pm when Chance creeps into bed, and think oh, god, I have nothing to do until I'm tired enough to fall asleep again, I'll write a nice long journal entry explaining all that's been going on in my life...Aaaaaaaaaand then it's 4:15AM and I'm left with a couple of forum posts and god knows what else (very little) to show for it ( Read more... )

why i'm weird, dogs, breakup, friendship, ex.chance, medication, friends.alena, sartre, suicide, outing, mental health, retrospective

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ooooner January 15 2008, 15:03:52 UTC

is it odd that i thoroughly enjoyed this entry? it was all over the place and a nice escape from the drab corporate world i'm enduring at my desk job right now.

I feel this outing was a waste of makeup and a good shower. I THINK THAT ALL THE DAMN TIME. the eyeliner and shampoo i buy is so friggin expensive that i hate using it if no one of importance in my life will see me outside of the house.

anyhoo, i hope things improve, if that's what you're after.

saveyoursanity January 16 2008, 14:58:00 UTC

Definitely what I'm after-improving! growing! changing!

I like writing long rambling entries. It's very similar to the way I talk in real life, except minus interruptions from other people. Themed entries are too hard sometimes.

I'm using this shampoo/conditioner that adds color to your hair and I don't even want to think about how much it cost. My hair looks FABULOUS, though.

silent_lorelei January 15 2008, 20:48:21 UTC

I was all pushing the "new comment" button and gearing up to say something encouraging and awesome, and then John calls me with, "Hey, my mom's coming up with my brother to visit, be prepared." So the encouraging was sort of swept away on a wave of panic and nausea.

However. It IS balls-monkey cold, and I consider makeup a waste all the time and don't even wear it so you are way ahead of me there, and I am jealous of your 15 hour marathon sleep, and you're a very fun writer to read.

So... yeah!

saveyoursanity January 16 2008, 14:58:36 UTC

Is this the Italian mother that hates you because you're not catholic and don't have childbearing hips? How'd that go?

ex_cirocco891 January 15 2008, 20:56:15 UTC

You know how you spent your money on a Jamba Juice instead of mailing that computer part? Is that because the Jamba Juice was more important than your promise to mail the part that day, and you don't give a shit about the person who's waiting for the part, or because you're not perfect, even though your intentions are good? Have you thought that maybe your friends have their attention divided by a ton of shit, and even though you're important to them, they might let you down sometimes? Not because they don't care, but because of the ton of shit ( ... )

1/2 saveyoursanity January 15 2008, 21:49:05 UTC

a) It's a computer part and I'm mailing it back to a company which will replace it. I get your metaphor, though-human beings can suck at weighing consequences/actions and it's hard to multi-task ( ... )

2/2 saveyoursanity January 15 2008, 21:49:22 UTC

She didn't get me a Christmas gift. Her comment about the housewarming was that "you seemed really nervous and people asked me why I knew you later." Nice ( ... )

Re: 2/2 ex_cirocco891 January 15 2008, 22:28:55 UTC

Yeah, see, this is the problem. You're exhaustively analyzing everything she's ever done for you and you've ever done for her, and you're weighing them against each other figuring out who's making more of an investment. That is flake thread territory ( ... )

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