Actual text messages I have sent recently. They have been deliberately mixed up in time frame, and certain lines have been deleted to protect the guilty.

Me: geeeeet online i'm sobored i'm almost sober 1:05 AM

Me: ( so it is on like donkey kong 9:04 AM --- {TW: sexual expletives as humor, mentions of sex-related violence [not as humor!} )

I have about twenty thousand lists these days because a) moving, moving, pack all the things; b) all the stress from family shit and bad dynamics hasn't magically gone away, whine; c) financial worries (now taken care of, but the money has to go out from me [where it came from you!] and to all of the fifty thousand bills); d) I don't remember what ( Read more... )

The response to my post meant that I had the funding I needed for the emergency shit (that had to be paid within the next 4 days) within the first 4 hours of my plea. I see this as such a manifestation of love that I feel truly overwhelmed ( Read more... )

So, doctor is still pretty sure I have fibromyalgia, but some of the tests came back positive for inflammation (that shouldn't have) and they've been like that for years, so I'm seeing a rheumatologist on Wednesday to rule out, like--rheumatology things. Arthritis? I don't know. Stuff ( Read more... )

Do you know what I like about my ... erm... remaining friends?

Actually, when I write it out, "my remaining friends" sounds quite pathetic. I've only lost two! (Well, okay, I've only lost two friends RECENTLY.) So what should I say instead...?

My steadfast companions? [A bit medieval.The idiots who've kept talking to me, possibly due to ( Read more... )

(4:18:24 PM) me: WHERE DID THIS CONVO GO
(4:18:28 PM) me: I MEANT TO VALIDATE YOU ONLY
(4:18:44 PM)
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I was in Seattle for the last week. Well, also in Vancouver for two days, met Javina in person for the first time (entry about that coming up), & then back to Seattle ( Read more... )

alchemi and I are doing a meme.

Words he gave me, to which I am supposed to say what they mean to me:
1. Love.
2. Friendship.
3. Suicide.
4. Health.
5. Family.

( Friendship )

alchemi asks: Describe your ideal social activity.

My ideal social situation is to be in a small group, ideally dyadic (composed of two people), engaging in interpersonal communication. Beverages, usually chai or sometimes alcoholic, should be provided. Food is also welcome.

Luckily I have the kind of life where that happens with some frequency.

His ( Read more... )

Why haven't I been writing? Simply-talk overload.

Where did this talk overload come from? About 7 weeks ago, around the beginning of March, a friend of mine whom I shall call K, caught me online in a really, really bad moment for me. I told her that sure, she could stay in my apartment for a few days. A few daysI just dropped her off at the ( Read more... )