in the last two days:

• my psychiatrist put me on antipsychotics
• my therapist suggested I shouldn't be so worried about going to the hospital, like, just to take a vacation from my craziness
• Teyla scratched her stomach and acted like she was deathly ill, freaking me the fuck out
• they shut off my internet access because of file-sharing and I had ( Read more... )

( SEE HOUNDS. )

Provigil day 5: Woke up at approximately 9:30AM after 3 1/2 hours of sleep. I am finding it very hard to believe that I am not catatonic right now, but I'm not. Bizarre ( Read more... )

Damnit. I wake up at 9pm when Chance creeps into bed, and think oh, god, I have nothing to do until I'm tired enough to fall asleep again, I'll write a nice long journal entry explaining all that's been going on in my life...Aaaaaaaaaand then it's 4:15AM and I'm left with a couple of forum posts and god knows what else (very little) to show for it ( Read more... )

I made dinner. Potato soup (onions & garlic, of course, but just then chopped potatoes, boiled for as long as it takes them to start falling apart, then add milk) & chicken, marinated in spices, rum, and water, then fried with a tiny bit of oil in a non-stick pan so that it was almost like roasting. It was good. I think the next time we have ( Read more... )

Small list: Woke up approx. 1pm. Walked dogs approx 4:30. Rest of schedule follows. ( Read more... )

One of Chance's rare oversensitive momentsI'm sitting on the bed with my laptop on my lap and my headphones on. I'm pretty comfortable ( Read more... )