Since my last blog things have gotten better between Derek and I...So thank you my sweet dear brother for the advice.. I love you! At the same time I got a fire inside of me to not settle for this Japan shit.. What most of you 'don't know'... Is when I first found out I was prego Derek went straight to his Gunny and this man suggested I get an ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

Just a ghost... that's how I feel ( Read more... )

At 3:45 am Thursday(9/14) I woke up to see my husbands face for the final time for the next 6 months... We got to the air station by 5am and sat in the hanger while everyone rolled in... I threw up in the bathroom...So it was already a shitty start..I had been doing quite well with this emotionally...But as time grew closer and I looked around at ( Read more... )

'She' is my wifey the only girl I consider my bestfriend eventhough we can go months with brief contact... But then there she will be like a beacon of light. I start this entry like this because if it wasnt' for her I wouldn't have as much calmness and pride to discuss what the point of this update is.. When I got married it felt like I became a ( Read more... )

Since I don't believe i've updated this since my mother came to stay with me.. I have a bit of backtracking to do.. On the first of June we planned to drive back to Maryland for several reasons..Staying for a week ( Read more... )

I'd first off like to congratulate my father who recently became the state of Maryland commander of the VFW(veterans of foreign warfare)and the senior vice commander for his local chapter ( Read more... )

this is not helping me at all ( Read more... )

It's amazing what a couple days can do ( Read more... )

I guess I should start where the madness began ( Read more... )