breakfast vs. me
ugh..
I'm just aggravated..
If you're gonna call at a certain time..CALL.
I know there are gonna be times when you can't..
So I guess the real reason i'm upset is not the lack of calling
It's the fact that a damn omlet was more important than staying on the phone w/ his sick wife..
Cause yeah I couldn't walk from 3pm till I woke up this morning..I'd sacrifice eating all day to talk to him.
It's like he's happier there.. like he's got a break from me so wo0pie...
I know my phone rang from unknown caller at 3 something in the morning..I don't know if that was him or not but that's not when he said he was gonna call.. Then he was suppose to call at 10.. don't think he did cause I answered the phone when it rang...
He has so many better things to do..Then that's what i'm gonna do.. Screw sleeping by the phone and hanging on this computer every 2 seconds ... Like he's going to bed at 9 when he could be online talking to me for a few... I would do that.. I love him and I miss him but screw the one way shit..
I don't take well to disapointment... and i'm really trying to be strong.. I didn't let on I was really upset about it.. i laughed it off.. But i didn't take the nap I was gonna take and it just has been grating on my mind since it happened.. So for now I just don't have anything to say... I mean doesn't seem like he'd want to hear it anyways..
I'm still Savena Japan or no Japan... I'm not accepting bullshit especially when i'm sitting here pregnant and incapable of doing some things...with seemingly the weight of the world on my shoulders while he's just chillin...
so.......on with the day...
I'm just aggravated..
If you're gonna call at a certain time..CALL.
I know there are gonna be times when you can't..
So I guess the real reason i'm upset is not the lack of calling
It's the fact that a damn omlet was more important than staying on the phone w/ his sick wife..
Cause yeah I couldn't walk from 3pm till I woke up this morning..I'd sacrifice eating all day to talk to him.
It's like he's happier there.. like he's got a break from me so wo0pie...
I know my phone rang from unknown caller at 3 something in the morning..I don't know if that was him or not but that's not when he said he was gonna call.. Then he was suppose to call at 10.. don't think he did cause I answered the phone when it rang...
He has so many better things to do..Then that's what i'm gonna do.. Screw sleeping by the phone and hanging on this computer every 2 seconds ... Like he's going to bed at 9 when he could be online talking to me for a few... I would do that.. I love him and I miss him but screw the one way shit..
I don't take well to disapointment... and i'm really trying to be strong.. I didn't let on I was really upset about it.. i laughed it off.. But i didn't take the nap I was gonna take and it just has been grating on my mind since it happened.. So for now I just don't have anything to say... I mean doesn't seem like he'd want to hear it anyways..
I'm still Savena Japan or no Japan... I'm not accepting bullshit especially when i'm sitting here pregnant and incapable of doing some things...with seemingly the weight of the world on my shoulders while he's just chillin...
so.......on with the day...