I dont think I have qualms about being psychotic anymore.

I need to go to bed to get ready for tomorrow. I have 3 more long days...that are actually 2 more long weeks.

Seriously going to go think about the forbidden person now. Nights.

edit: hmm i didnt think of you.

I wonder sometimes. Do you think you would feel better if you could take a break. Do you think you would be worth more if you met the images you believed he wanted exactly to a T. Why are you so scared inside. Scared to end it and find better. Or better yet just find yourself ( Read more... )

I have been randomly crying for like a week now. Tonight I got really sad and started crying ALOT ( Read more... )

I am going through a WIDE range of emotions tonite folks ( Read more... )

For all that is holy shoot me ( Read more... )

I just feel so completely emotionally wrong that I cant even begin to breathe this morning. It's just 10 am and already tears are stremming down my face and I dont know why. Next weekend heather is coming back which means all the plans we made are out the door. Its my first weekend off in forever and i really want to enjoy it. I just want to run ( Read more... )

I miss batman.

I just wanted to state it for the record.

I really really really miss my batman right now.

Umm excuse me. My friend Mandy Bowen just got married.

Shes 20 years old...or close to that. WHY IN THE HELL would you get married right now?

I cant even remember to brush my teeth never the less get married.

I have too much shit to do with my life before I make that type of commitment.

Well, maybe not if it was to you.

I am tired of insenstive assholes.

I am going to go day dream about you and I DONT CARE about the emotional consequences right now.

OMG I FREAKING LOVE YOU ( Read more... )