Huh.. if only I knew who was posting under the crushtag..it does spice up my curiousity. Here's a lil update about myself ( Read more... )

Thought I'd try it.. couldn't hurt?! lol


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Tomorrow shall be Valentine's.. a holiday that haunts me every year. Only had a true Valentine which would be Adam long ago, the time when I was in High School.. but I didn't realize it until now. I almost had a Valentine a yr ago, but it never came close b/c of the break up happening a few months before hand. Was the one Valentine's I was looking ( Read more... )

Yesterday was to the extreme! I went to my 3pm Sorority Meeting thinking not much of it, but of course the worse came... We've been told b/c of our numbers & the past 5 yrs of not gaining anywhere.. meaning stayin as a small group that the Nationals decided/voted upon a decision: At the end of this semester everyone is becoming Alumni status! It ( Read more... )

Back from an amazing trip to the Everglades with my BackCountry Living Skills Class. We canoed for 10 days straight (10mi per day at least). We camped out on land, chickees, & beaches.. saw amazing sunsets and shooting stars while on the trip. We learn canoe strokes as we practiced on the first day before we went out from Flamingo towards our first ( Read more... )

Seems to be a lil trend going on these past months.. everyone seems to be moving away?! In the end I feel tho I'm going to graduate in the future from Frostburg.. move back home with the family & realize I have very few friends..possibly none at all! :( My best friend Jessica is moving to Kansas later in Dec/the weekend I come home for winter ( Read more... )

Finally, Thanksgiving Break is here! I've been needing a break from Frostburg for quite some time now. Even the smallest things would get on my last nerves, but could never express my feelings towards them. Yes- I do miss my sorority sisters, but the rest of this week is going to be a time for family, friends here at home, and just 'me' time alone ( Read more... )

Last weekend = family weekend.. I ended up working 21 hrs, got the opportunity to see my family once again & my bro's gf also came up. I was lucky enough to keep my mind totally occupied, which is always nice for me! I helped set-up, work the event, and even break down the Spencer's Theater Illusion Show. Which by the way, the show was awesome! I ( Read more... )

Still wanting my last relationship to blossom.. but I haven't heard from them for ages. What I'd do just to speak to them again, but I wouldn't be able to control what words may come out of my mouth. They might of broken my heart, but still if they ever decided to try again with me.. I so would take them back! Sux when you love someone that you can ( Read more... )

I hate the feeling of being possibly played.. it did happen. Someone made me think there could be more between 'us', but it was just an act. They were thinking of the other as we were spending the day/night together.. I feel foolish. My heart can't be played anymore with.. I feel weak inside as if another thing occurred I don't know how my actions ( Read more... )